little dark girl with
kind eyes
when it comes time to
use the knife
I won't flinch and
i won't blame
you,
as I drive along the shore alone
as the palms wave,
the ugly heavy palms,
as the living does not arrive
as the dead do not leave,
i won't blame you,
instead
i will remember the kisses
our lips raw with love
and how you gave me
everything you had
and how I
offered you what was left of
me,
and I will remember your small room
the feel of you
the light in the window
your records
your books
our morning coffee
our noons our nights
our bodies spilled together
sleeping
the tiny flowing currents
immediate and forever
your leg my leg
your arm my arm
your smile and the warmth
of you
who made me laugh
again.
little dark girl with kind eyes
you have no
knife. the knife is
mine and i won't use it
yet.

I never would hv observed,
  if u weren't in my eyes;
I never would have heard,
If u weren't D only voice;
I never would hv experienced,
If it weren't for ua touch;
I never would hv learnt,
If it weren't for ua techings;
I never would hv reasoned ,
If u weren't d reason;
I never would have known,
if u weren't becoming unknown  
I never would hv found me,
if u weren't hiding from me;
I never would hv left,
If u weren't d one to abandon;
Lastly, I never would hv said,
If u were able to say f-O-r-e-V-E-R .

I ask a question of u nd to u,
the answer of which lies with u and within u ;
When u see yourself in d mirror  ,
D person in it is outside or inside of u ??
In it u discover, ua eyes from ua eyes ,
infinity lying  realistically visible
yet u remain invisible;
Armed wearily wid
dreams and goals,
expectations and procrastination,
hopes and prayers,
love and affection,
and a familiarly strange world;
yet flipping gently every second with d slightest hum;
UA glance riding onto the softest breath can break loose all hell...
Or Act as a breeze from heaven to heal...