Don't want you to be
but I want to be on my own again

try to admit
there's more behind it
than a simple irritation
Conversation just chat
falls flat
or creates between us friction
I'll pull in
away you shy
eyes get colder as you give out a sigh
I ask where you've been
I hoped for you to have thought of me
but you proved to me there was no guarantee

Every time the impact of aging hits me
my death sentence comes back to me


so any day now

A suspicious learner
against being a minion of another's opinion.
The way to learning is questioning.
Yes - it's an unpractical practice
because what is taught may be truth and time is trashed when used for investigation
but I rather have the satisfaction for knowing for myself
rather than accepting secondhand information.
But.. we're all probably wrong