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Mazie Cox Jul 2013
I don't understand where I am right now
I understand I'm at home
But it doesn't feel like home
I'm in my favorite shirt
But it feels foreign
The trees rustle in the wind
And the sky darkens
This is how I feel
I feel like I'm darkening like the sky
Slowly morphing into something frightening
My words come out in thunderous tones
I am a monster
I don't know myself anymore
Hoping that with time my storm will pass
And I'll go back to my normal self
Blue and clear
The room won't seem so unfamiliar
My head won't be so foggy
And I can go back to what I started out as
A nice, warm day
Without a cloud in the sky
One day
Mazie Cox Jul 2013
You weren't mine for long enough
We were barely starting
Our never ending love.
When you broke it off
You broke me off
You might as well cut me in two
There's a piece of my heart with me
But the rest is left to you.
As I lay at night,
Wishing the pain gone
You think this is for the best.
Is an never ending pain
Worth my freedom?
I'd rather be trapped in the cold
Than live without you.
On the outside everything seems fine
But if you cut me open you would see
There's a hole.
The hole is the shape of you
We fit perfectly together.
I sound insane
I feel insane
Dark fills the holes left behind
The sun warms my body
But not my soul
You're terrible for putting me through this misery
There's no pain like the one I'm feeling
When soulmates come together it's a perfect harmony.
What is it called when they separate?
Your career is before you.
I want to know if you feel this pain too.
I doubt it.
You're not strong enough to handle the ice.
If you were in my shoes,
What would you do?
You might give in.
At this point I don't think I want you to give in.
Without you I'm broken
But now there's no way to repair me.
I'm attached because you are
My one true love.
The cracks in my soul do not heal
They go unfixed
Like a deep reminder of our past.
There's no way to forget you,
Because a part of me is you
How can you forget yourself?
Mazie Cox Jul 2013
I hardly know you
But yet you're so familiar..
I think I knew you in a past life
Because its comfortable with you,
Like my favorite sweater
Worn down
A hole in the sleeve.
So familiar
You're my favorite sweater,
Worn down
A hole in your sleeve
You're so familiar.

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