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ღ MayMay ღ May 2014
7 Years Ago I Wasn't In The Same Position I Am Now .
7 Years Ago Life Seem Easy .
7 Years Ago Even School Life Was Easy .

7 Years Ago I Couldn't Be Me .
7 Years Ago I Was To Afraid For You To Turn On Me .
7 Years Ago I Didn't Feel Like Life's Beating Me .

7 Years Ago Mommy & Daddy Used To Get Me .
7 Years Ago We Used To Be .

Took Over 7 Years For Me To Feel Complete .

7 Years That's Nowhere Near What It Took For Me To Fight What Was Beating Me .
7 Years Is Where All The Memories Deceased .

7 Years Killed The Best Of Me .
ღ MayMay ღ Apr 2014
Love ?
What Is Love ?

I Never Felt Loved.
To Me Love Was Just A Word.
A Word People Would Just Throw Around,Like It Was Nothing.

Why Is It So Hard To Love Me ?
Am I Not Worth It ?
Don't I Deserve It ?

Or Do You Just Love Using Me For My Kindness.
Do Like You Like Walking Over Me ?
Whenever You Feel Like It ?
Whenever You Want ?

Why Don't You Love Me ?
They Say Prayer Can Help.
I've Tried .
But Look At Me,Crying And Deserted.

I Feel Incomplete.
So Out Of Place.
Like I Don't Belong Here.
Do I Belong Here ?

Do I Deserve Love ?
Am I Worth It ?

What Is Love ?

Can Some One Tell Me.
Cause I Don't Feel Loved.

Can Some One Tell Me Why Am I So Vulnerable.
Why Did I Let People Walk Over Me ?

People Ask Me,Why Are You So Mean.
And It Upsets Me,Especially If Your One Of The People Who THOUGHT They Could Walk Over Me.

I Used To Wanna Change Myself.
Used To Always Wanna Be With The Popular Kids.
THOUGHT I Had Real Friends.
THOUGHT I Could I Trust Everyone.
But They've Proved Me Wrong.

Maybe I'm Not As Thick As The Next Girl.
Maybe I Do Cut Myself.
Maybe I'm Imperfect.
But At The End Of The Day,I Have More Self-Respect Than You Can Ever Have.

So Call Me Crazy.
Go Ahead Call Me Psychotic.
Yasss I'm That Chick.

Fierce,Independent,Beautiful In And Out,Imperfect,Weird.
Yeah That's Me.

And You Mad Cause You Can't Be Like Me.

Forget Love.
It's Me,Myself & I Till The Very End.

So What's Love ?

---I Am Not A Word,
I Am Not A Line,
I Am Not A Girl That Could Ever Be Defined.
Date - March 3
- This Poem Was Written During A Time Of Depression .
I Am Completely Free From Self Harm & Suicide .
And If You Ever Want To Talk About Your Problems Just Comment Below Or Whatever .
ღ MayMay ღ Apr 2014
Peace .
Let's Make Peace .

Peace .
It's All I Want , Just Let It Be .

A Change , Is What I Need .
Just To Get Back To Being Me .

Do You Know What It's Like To Live Life Scared To Love ?
To Live Life Scared To Love ?
To Live Life Scared To Close Your Eyes Every Single Night ?

Just Wake Me Up When It's All Over .

Sometimes You Just Have Turn Your Pain Into Strength .
Not Only For You , But Also For The Ones Around You .

The Devil Is At Work .
Don't Let Him Get To You .

At Times We Lose Faith .
At Times We Start To Doubt .
At Times We Even Start To Ask "Is There Even A God ?"
The Answer Is Yes .

Just Say Yes .

Will You Just Say Yes ?
For It Is Written 'The Lord Gives Strength To His People , The Lord Blesses His People With Peace ."

Stay In The Word .
For It Is Also Written " Man Does Not Live On Bread Alone , But On The Word That Comes From The Mouth Of God ."

Will Your Heart Say Yes ?
Will Your Soul Say Yes ?

Turn From Evil And Do Good , Seek Peace And Pursue It .

The Word Will Set You Free .
It Will Set You Free From Sin .
It Will Set You Free From Suicidal Thoughts .
It Will Set You Free From Evil .

We Want Peace .
It's All We Need .

We Say Yes .

Yes To Good .
Yes To God .
Yes To Peace .

Peace Is All I Need .
I Want To Live For You Oh God .

Peace .
Date - April 26

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