Emmy Sun

Emmy Sun Jul 2014

Change

Strange how with a little thought and effort,
You can change who you've been
f o r e v e r.

Emmy Sun Jul 2014

Society Killed the Adventure

In a society where all adventure has been destroyed,
the only adventure left is to destroy that society

Emmy Sun Jul 2014

Sad Little Crush

I have a very big Crush on you
but sAdLy I am only a littlE Bug
and you are a garden

Emmy Sun Jun 2014

Here's to the Girl

Here is to the girl** that thinks she is alone.
Who believes every guy is going to leave because her so-called father did when she was young.
Who does not know how much her family and friends love her.

Here is to the girl that does not know how beautiful she is.
Who is beautiful for her thoughts and words that she keeps hidden from the world.
Who lights up the room when she walks in with that smile of hers.

Here is to the girl who does not think she is smart.
Who has to listen to her family belittle and berate her.
Who is actually brilliant enough to believe that there is more to life than school and grades.

Here is to the girl who has become my best friend.
Who accepts who I am, even my flaws.
Who loves and protects me like I am one of her sisters.

This is for my best friend, I love you chickadee. You will forever be The Bae.

Emmy Sun Jun 2014

Do You Remember?

Do you remember?
Do you remember the hurt little boy crying in the corner over the pieces of his broken heart?
I do.
Do you remember that little boy crying over the loss of his innocence?
I do.
Do you remember that little blue-eyed girl quietly arriving and listening to him cry, trying to comfort him with all of her might?
Of course you don't but you know what?
I do.

Do you remember?
Do you remember how quickly she fell in love with him and his adorable imperfections and obsessions?
I do.
Do you remember how he seemed happy again?
I do.
Do you remember them holding hands for the first time, she made the first move, both of their hands nervous and sweaty?
I do, every little detail.
Do you remember the first hug, the first kiss, the nervousness of meeting the parents, the first date?
Why would you?
But I do.
Every day. every hour, every minute
I remember.

Emmy Sun Jun 2014

Untitled

you took my breath away
and never gave it back.
now I am dying
and you don't even care.
how can someone be so amazing
yet so cruel?
leave me to die so i can be free.
free from the pain.
the pain you unknowingly give me

Emmy Sun May 2014

Promises

"I'm never going to leave"
Wrong!
You said that the day you left.
Your reason for leaving?
You had to deal with your own "problems" and couldn't waste anymore of your time on me.

"You are perfect"
Hah! Is that why you left?
I don't want perfection, all I want is for you to stay and fight for us.
Perfection is nothing to me,
Stay with me and love my imperfections.

"I am never going to hurt you"
Oh really? If that is the case then why is my heart in pieces?
I am bleeding our love and you are the only one that can stop the bleeding.
Instead you just run away laughing holding the band-aids.

"You don't have to worry about her"
Hmmm...funny...
You left me and ran to her .
You made my nightmares come true.
Seeing you two laugh and joke around kills me.
That used to be us...
Do you remember?
Because I do...everyday, all day.

"I love you"
No you don't.
You wouldn't be doing this to me if you actually loved me.
You don't care about me... but i still love you.. it kills me just thinking about it.
Funny thing is you said this multiple times the day our forever ended.

I carry your empty promises in my hands,
For something so empty they sure are heavy.
I keep hoping, wishing, and dreaming you will someday make your promises mean something.
Your promises are like Monopoly money:
They mean nothing in the real world
But this isn't the real world, it's high school.

I know I should say goodbye to you and our little forever.
But I'm afraid if i said goodbye I would still wait for you to comeback.
I need the closure that you are never going to give.

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