Watch my heart burn
With the fire in me you ignited.
Fuelled by the words. No, every one of the
Lies you recited.
The words repeating again and again in circles
‘Til I can’t hear any longer
But the tremble of every syllable
Will forever in me linger.

Watch my heart burn
From the warmth of his embrace.
The heat devouring me and
And the fire disfigure my face.
Forget me and the promise
I made to you.
I told you I’m always going to be at your side.
I guess I lied too coz I won’t be alive to see that one through.

Watch my heart burn.
And listen as the beats fade until there’s no more.
You’ve made your last visit now’s my
Time to lock the door.
Watch my heart burn
While you’re filling up his.
Watch my heart burn and listen
To the beats it will forever miss.

Knotting my laces together
In a sequence i know too well.
The circles i keep repeating
Like a broken carousel.
Everyone is soundly asleep
As i make my escape tonight.
I jump the balcony to the streets
As this wrong feels so right.
I run. Smiling like the mad man
I am. Leaving without hesitation.
I could party or drink or smoke
But i dont have a destination.

3am and I'm outside pondering
Where i should go.
As the world is sleeping i try to
Question what i know.
Lighting a cigarette between my
Lips, the embers burning hot.
Exhaling the fumes of toxicity,
The only thing i got.

You didn't make me
**** myself.
You made realize
I have nothing else
to live for.