I've never felt so stuck
Instead of creating opportunities I depend on luck when
I am aware that I am capable of so much more but I feel like I'm ducking
Hiding away from my thoughts, it feels as if someone or something has locked up what's within,
Drive dying down motivation growing thin
What can possibly unravel and free my mind from this
Should I find something new what's around me or go back to something that I miss
Desperately need an answer with no direction, no guidelines
Until then I'm confidently lost until my thoughts and my actions finally intertwine
This mystery will constantly up in the air
How can you answer a question with no specific answer?
I challenge you to try but only if you dare.

What's stopping you from making the first step?
If you stand still, you're not going to go anywhere.
Do you fear, fear that you'll face failure?
How can you succeed when you've never tasted failure?
Without failure ,you wouldn't be able to appreciate the essence of success.
Stop thinking, when you constantly think you'll be stuck, stuck in a sense of doubt that you'll never succeed.
Don't don't don't ever, doubt yourself.
The more steps you take, the more closer you'll get to success.
So just go for it ; make your first step.

Head aching, the cage, the skull, torn ripped apart
The stimulator of your body
Exposed to the outside world
Thoughts in your box,  wandering around, seen and vulnerable to judgement
Light bulb flickering at a rapid pace, so fast Staring into space with a blank face
Focusing what thoughts can be seen through the uncaged madness
Slowly diminishing the inner self I kept secret
Loss of words, loss of ideas, loss of character
Diminishing this sacred identity formed from scars of pain
Past experiences that built this wall
Gradually tumbling down, can hear each crack scratch down my ears, seeping through down to the side of my neck, flowing down all the way to my spine
I look around, in deep thought
Asking questions that no answer can possibly fulfill the only answer
Nothing made sense
But we sense things
Through touch,
Through sight,
Through hearing,
Through smell,
And through taste
Until I realized...
The 6th sense
The ability to reach further then any other human being can comprehend.
Realization that
These are your thoughts.
Grasp them tightly and let them blossom 
Allow it to glisten more greater than your deepest imaginations
Take control
Set no limits
Anyone can scan you and base opinion
Judgement is inevitable
Just focus about yourself and push everything around you out of your creative space
There's literally no room at all
Don't be consumed and distracted by worry, insecurities, defensive antics towards the outside realm take up space within your head
Set your mind to constantly generate positive results
Don't think, just let everything flow so that you start to feel
That finally you're not restricted by this cage anymore, the cage where you kept to yourself
Self expression, express yourself
You are free
Freedom to express yourself in any way shape or form
Realize that and your imagination will be your greatest asset to success
Believe in yourself
Don't let others bash you down
Pick yourself up
There's so much more greatness waiting for you
Greatness is just waiting patiently
Until you make the first step.

Late night stuck in my own thoughts,
Thinking about loved ones and ones that we fought....
Can't help to lay here and let my mind think,
Wishing I can go to sleep in each and every blink.
As I stare at the ceiling I begin to feel empty,
Loss of words wishing I can say a plenty
To my past self that I wish to improve,
But again it was just a late night thought,
Until I wake, I'll just go with the groove.