Wishing, Waiting for sleeps empress
fighting in my nightmares
defending reality form my dreams

Walking in the forest of hope
rays of darkness shining dimly
in the waters of life deep and true

Awake falling into nothing
from 4am cold sweets
to sleepless nights

In this hell we call life
I sit Listing to my thoughts running wild
into nothing I've lost my mind
So many things to look at never able to control
I'm ok with this, Others not so much
17 things going on at once
this is a glimpse into my life
My mind is one of a kind
you'll never see my past
My mind will never let you in

I'm not ok I never will be
Tis cool no one cares anyway
I'm ok with this
My words spoken never last
My written words will last longer then you can imagine
I'm sitting in the past writing for a better tomorrow for you
Yet i have nothing to look  forward to      
I'm ok with this

I'm not ok  this will pass
Its just a test of time waiting to be taken to the years of old my mind never makes since I'm ok with this just watch as i type everything that pops into my mind This is a true glimpse into my mind so let your self take cover as i explode into nothing that you have ever seen and just read the words that come and go just a little less then you can ever imagine I don't know why I'm doing this it just seems like its right so follow if you can the words that come and go
I'm not ok but I'm ok with this

Away from the stones
In the storms of time
burning whispers, Remind me of the days
I've left behind those empty walls

Like it or not i am Me
this world is not clear
Yet the wings of  angles fall
like tears of the sad ones  
on the sands of time
come with me and I'll show you the truth you seek

The dieing light of this world has left you blind
my soul bleeding the truth
your eyes shall never see the true me

From the winds of pain
come the tears of truth
rolling in on the ties
unseen eyes holding the light

Forever  young  the stars
bleeding me the colors
of my sanity only to
be overcome by my serenity

look upon with elegy
only to see the free one
smiling back at me form
the afterlife of it all