last night I sat in the dark
fishing for luminous words from
what seemed like a shallow furrow of thoughts
and I found myself stuck
between realities I dare not speak

allowing time to whisk me
to the edge of the world I only see in a dream,
indulging in calamities I cant seem to unreveal,
for Im stuck between two worlds of conflicting
revelations

The night with whom I conversed the
perplex complexities, mimicked the
unbirthed reality, leaving me in a pool
of confusion and a list of future uncertainities
again I find myself stuck between
worlds I dare not speak

The words I utter seem to fade
in the deep belly of the hours I sat, as
the only hope I hold on to,
is that of morning when a thick line
is drawn between my dreams and my reality

Last night I sat in the dark eluded by sleep,
swimming in a pool of written
ideas of metaphors, to undress the thoughts
that lie far beneath my sleepless nights,
and haunted by words I dare not speak

honey...sugar
see i'd love to write and tell you
id love to sit and pour my heart and thoughts
into your hand
so you'd know where i stand

i love you, i love the idea of you

you, me, sitting watching the sunrise
talking about the names of our kids...
you talking about my beauty, my brains
and the way i whine andf complain aboutr anything
and everything under the sun

you'd look me in the eye
and tell me you love me
and that...that i bring joy to you
joy you have never known
your enchanted childlike smiles and giggles
remind me of childhood moments,
when life was carefress and th eonly worry i had
was missing my favourite show on tv

i love *** you hopelessly
love whatever it is you love about me...
how your friends would see me and say...
'you make him a better guy'
a guy not afraid to walk in the dark at 2am
just because i cant fall asleep

sugar...honey..see thing is i love you,
but im more inlove with another guy
and... its just not you

im sorry