I am a Gentle Man,
Never meant much harm.
Love has torn up my heart,
Why does love hurt?
Showing someone love,
can lead to your fall.
If you find someone,
who does love you.
Keep that love,
Love is rare.
You'll miss it,
when she's gone.
I am just a man,
whose made a mistake.
When the sadness sets in,
people notice your change.
It's not a depression,
just something that hangs.
A man can love,
believe it or not.
Physically tough,
but emotionally weak.
No one can teach.
I am just a man.
As my heart pump beats,
blood fills the hole inside of me.
Holes in the lungs,
breath can't be kept.
The shaking you get,
makes it hard to forget.
The pit in the throat,
drops to the stomach.
Lost love,
what you mean to me.
You are over me,
I've given up.
What kind of man?

All the day I sit and wait.
For something to come,
for some other phrase.
But that day will never come,
its been long gone.
And I missed it.

In your life you will fall.
In your life you will rise.
But in the end you will crawl.

This pen touch this page
This hand touch this face
These words touch this heart
The fire warms the hearth
Your sleep clouded by dreams
Your dreams influenced by thought

Make me wanna write
Get lost in thought
Like to be by myself
Ignite my imagination
Make me think
This whole page is totally bleak
Illegible writing is my specialty
Only my mind holds the key
There is no legend, only me
Only me, a selfish thing
I lie few times about myself
With little need why say else
This is so true I cannot be
In a house alone with me
I think so much I can’t create things
It’s a curse put on me
I look ahead literally
And all I see is lousy me
This is not about one thing
Just life, generally.

I am a vampire,
I find pain to exclaim.
All these people around me,
try to get in my brain.
I cannot help it,
I cannot truly see.
These people all try,
to get their hands on me.
I have an urge to bite.
Fight or flight.
All these people around me,
I’m drowning,
yes I’m suffocating.
Help me out now,
these people bear a lot of weight.
Up or down,
I have no clue,
where I’m going next.
There is too much to read,
and it is all out of context.
Please I can’t breathe,
I am going to reck.
Help me out now,
I can’t breathe,
I can’t breathe.
All the people around me,
are starting to **** me.
Why is it so hard,
to live above the law.
Everything I see,
is just one giant tease.
Help me out now,
I can’t breathe.
I am a vampire,
I **** at that too.
I cannot **** blood,
my grip is too loose.
All these people laughing,
it is funny.
I have no emotion,
I cannot break loose.

Why her I ask, my bestfriend gone.
Why her I ask, life not so long.
Why her I ask, no where to turn.
Why her I ask, repeating curse.
Why her I ask, she’s in a hearse.
Why her I ask, she was the first.
Why her I ask,
Why her
Why