If
You
Cannot see that  
You
Are drinking my poison, then drink some more, all of it if you must.
You
Might as well die believing that I love you, as much as
You
Love me.

The lustful temptation was almost as sweet as the love she thought they were sharing.
But when the law comes into question he made a marvelous disappearing act.
The boy fled with heart and security in hand.
The boy? No the man.
The man who stole her childhood and innocence.
The man who cried love and the naive young women, looking and acting far beyond her years being fooled by the joker.
She was a sweet whisper on the wind, he was a dangerous dance that she was consumed in.

He stared at the girl, feeling love. But he was tip toeing on the high bridge, trying not to fall even though he fell long ago and he didn't want to admit the strong, scary feelings that he couldn't understand.

I turn to talk to you,
Then I catch myself being too trusting.
Then I hide everything.
Then I shut you out.
Then I hate myself for everything you did to me.
Then I hurt myself for all the things I think I deserve.
Then I'm numb again...
Then I try to heal what can't be fixed

I'll just cling to the memories.
The happy thoughts...
I just I'll just cling to something I made up.
Cause obliviously I'm the only one who is thinking this way...

A summer's night was ending and a new day dawning,
The late night air hung sweet and careful
Yet no one was actually being careful.
The reckless fools.
Most thought highly of her...
But she didn't think that of herself.
The air hung still waiting for an answer...
Waiting for a sinner or a saint.
The devil won that dance.

My tears are crystal clear
My thoughts are crystal clear
My heart is crystal clear,
It's crystal.
And you just shattered it.
It's hard to glue those pieces back together
... They break again and again...
I just need someone who will stay till the scars heal and who wouldn't shatter it again.

I walk around this campus.
There are so many people...
More than last year,
Yet,
It seems so lonely.
No one I really want to see is here.
Maybe a handful.
I keep wanting to see that one face that will make my day.
I keep wanted to hear the words...
"my favorite freshmen, now favorite sophomore"
I want him to tell me that we'll figure it out. That we will work.
I want him to tell me that I am the one who he really wants to be with....
No one else.
I want to walk around and not have this lingering need to want him around, because I know he is mine.
And the next time I want to leave,
I don't want him to let me, I want him to know that the only reason I would leave him is because of my parents.
I want him to not let me leave him.
I can't leave him.
Not twice.
Ok, maybe three time.
But never for long times.
Drifting is hard to avoid, but so easy to do...
I want you to be mine.
'Cause you are my heaven.