Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
Mary Nov 2010
Fun
Fun you said
That’s what you called me
I was fun to you
Fun like a shiny new toy
Like the car you got for your birthday
Like the Xbox you got for Christmas
I was fun
Fun to play with
Fun to play
I didn’t want to be fun
I wanted to be held
I wanted to be told I was beautiful
I wanted to be loved
I wanted to be yours
But no, I was just fun
Mary Nov 2010
Do you know what I know?
I don’t think you do
I know that I know things you don’t
Yes, yes I do
How do I know?
How do I know that I know?
Things you don’t know?
Because I am me
And you are you
And you don’t know what I know
Because I don’t know what you know
And because I am not you
And you are not me
So you see
I know that I know things you don’t know
Because you know that you know things I don’t know
Simple really
Mary Nov 2010
I’m looking at you but you’re not looking back
Your eyes are on me but they’re not seeing me
Their looking past me and around me
I want them on me, only on me
You smile, you laugh, you talk to me
But your eyes are never on me
Always looking through me
I wonder what it is you see sometimes
Wonder if you’re seeing someone else
Seeing what you wish I was
I wish you could see me
Really see me
Because if you just looked at me
I know I would be everything you want me to be
Please, look at me
Mary Nov 2010
O moon you are my mistress, dark you are my light
Death you bring me solace in the middle of the night
Slit, snick, slash, blades against my wrists
I feel the beginnings of the Devil’s fiery kiss
The flames are awaiting me, the spit is burning high
As my life bleeds out of me I smile, the end is nigh
As I dip into the darkness, get swallowed by the black
I pray that God won’t rescue me because I choose this path
I choose the wrath of Hades, the tortures I’ll endure
Because what I am doing, my love did three nights before

— The End —