I can feel your heat
I can feel your skin
I can feel your love
this is intimate love

I can hear your heart
I can hear your thought
I can hear words that were never said
this is emotional love

I can touch your skin
I can touch your heart
I want you forever
but how do we do this?

I'm hanging on to every word you're saying.
in hopes things are truly going to change.

you ask me why,
as I put the bottle up to my lips.
how do I explain this?
I'm not trying to fit in.
I just need the simple pleasure I get from every sip I take.
I see you're face and know I'm doing wrong.
the more I drink the more it doesn't seem to bother me.
why am I getting the satisfaction out of this evil.

why do they say what doesn't **** you makes you stronger?
because
I'm weaker than I've ever been

always there, you always were.
how do I repay you
for that?
how do I live this life
how do I fulfill all your expectations.
I want you to be proud.
I want you to look down through the sky
and smile.

The bliss that I need from that seems impossible.
I need to hear you again.
I need your wise words.
I'm desperately seeking everything you never got to see of me.
it's not fair. this life took you away too early.
the
most
beautiful soul that's gone too soon.
the day I see you again,
that day is too far away.

I said i wouldn't, I knew I wanted to.
I crave you in every way, but I need you more than that.
I'm suppose to wait.
I was suppose to wait.
I can't wait.
I couldn't wait.
you and me together is more than words can fathom.
your words play in my mind, twist my thoughts, and tears me open.
your skin will always linger on mine.
I need every part of you.
It was a broken promise I'll never regret.
we're emotional.
we're physical.
we're forever