I tried to run
I tried to hide
I tried to escape
Everything my dusky past

But reality was so frisky
Every pavaments i walk
Every corners i look
They are chasing on me

Sometimes regrets feed up
Why i refuse to dance
The music of my life
That i could not express my self

Today i am mature enough
I have to play it wiser
To survive from the maze of life
And embrace for who am i.

I sent my last goodbye
Unto the swirling winds
And sealed it with full of loves
I hope it will come to you
Whenever you are right now

For everyone who does not knew yet
You are not my biological father
But i never felt a stranger with you
I receive your unconditional love
Like your real child

Five days of sleepness nights
I've been waiting for you
To visit in my dreams
But there is no sign
I want to whisper
My final goodbye

"I love you papa"
By:martin

I thought it was a nightmare
Until i see you lying in a coffin
My tears can't stop from falling
Like a rain drop from the skies

I may don't have a final glimpse
When your still alive
But our memories
Always be alive in my life
The lessons that you taught
Forever be treasured

One week before your final goodbye
I make a call
I am happy to hear your voice
Saying "you will going to survive"
And wait for me till i come home

I am sorry papa
I know its really hurt so much
And you try to strive
To extend your life
But GOD has better plan for you

Whenever you are right now
Just continue your journey
Don't worry
I will take care for mama
To inday and dodong also

I have so many regrets
I don't have a chance
To tell you this
When you're still strong and alive
Until your gone now
But it's better late than never
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PAPA
I will miss you

Your one of the foundation
In every success i have in my life
Until we meet again
I LOVE YOU PAPA BOY

It tooks for how many years
To be fall in love again
I'm scared to be broken
But you came into my life
And i was captivated by you

We've been together for months
You we're so sweet
Like a sugar coated lollipop
But behind those sweetness
There's a sour taste ahead

Yes, i am broken again
A lessons to be learn
To grow as majestic one
To give a precious time
To rebuild the broken one

Thirteen years of loving you was'nt easy. you turn my life into magical run, you give me hope and insipire me in my everyday living and i got a chance to meet new people to accompany with us and i thought i could grow old besides you but i was wrong, it really hurts so much to
me that we have to separate our way too early,  our memories will always remain in my heart and to the people who really knows our story. I want to win you back in my life but i am scared because im getting older each day.

My world is about to fall
When you said you can't love me
The way that i love you
I pity myself for loving you

You're so inconsiderate
You fool me
I can't beg you to stay
Just to have your love

I would let time heals
My bleeding heart
Till it stop
To the last drop

But i'm still thankful
We ended as early as dawn
I have more time
Restoring my wounded heart
Before the sun will smile

I admit i'm insanely inlove
I invest so much effort
Just to be with you
But your love so dimmed
Like a busted bulb

I exaggerate things i've never been done
And i'm end up hallucinating
I becoming hysterical
For falling deeply inlove

Sometimes i've lost my senses
I forgot to love my self
More than i love you
This love brought me to agony
And i'm starting digging my grave