When everything is gone true colors are shown,
bright blue skys are now covered with dark gray clouds
negativity surrounds me loved ones no longer believe in me
a heart filled with joy is now an empty abyss allowing no one in allowing no one near
forgiveness is no option sympathy is no longer welcome
I ******* hate this place I'm in my mind and my heart are at war with reality
the reality is how can I be good enough for you when I'm not good enough for me
how can I be good enough for anyone when I'm not good enough for them,
how could you not be good enough for the ones who conceived you
how the **** can they not believe in you