To you,
Life is just fun and games..
You are a sadist,
The beast that money tames..

You are the evil,
The evil that love repels..
A crude creature,
Soothed by *** and pearls...

You are an island,
A silent one man team..
But when the church bells ring
You break your vow of silence,
You break the silence with your shrieks and screams..

I hope you do not exist,
Come to life,
I hope you stay in my dreams

Pained by her actions
That cut through my skin like shards of glass,
That turn my skin into her own personal canvas..

I tell myself,
It will all be well one day..
I shall win her heart,
Some way...

Gave up my project,
Working hard to impress her,
I guess I shouldn't have been honest,
Should have used lies when I addressed her..

Once you were at the top,
But now you feel dejected.
Everyone closes their hearts around you, rejected.

You were once top of the class,
Picturesque lifestyle.
you were ruling the mass,
Make mad jokes.
But you get no smile,
Everyone just looks aside and chokes.

But now its over,
you missed your calling.
You are,
CRESTFALLEN.