CAN THIS MARRIAGE SURVIVE.
I MUST BE A FOOL
HOW COULD YOU LOVE ME
AND CHOCK ME TOO.
HOW AM I THE *****
BUT I AM SO KIND
I NEVER CALL YOU NAMES LOOK AT YOUR SPINE. LOOK AT YOUR LIFE NOW LOOK AT MINE. I'M NO BETTER THAN YOU.
LOOK AT OUR LIFE.
WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH
I DIDN'T SHOT YOU SOMEONE ELSE DID. I DIDN'T RAISE YOU TO HIT AND HATE WOMEN SOMEONE ELSE DID . I NEVER CALLED YOU NAMES WHY CAN'T YOU STOP TREATING ME THAT WAY...
I HAVE YOU YOUR WEDDING RING BACK ABD SAID WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE I'M A GOOD WIFE GIVE IT BACK.
YOU FOUND YOUR PLIERS ABD DECIDED YOU TAKE THAT.
BROKEN GONE MY WEDDING
THE ONE OBJECT BETWEEN ME YOU AND GOD. NIT A SECOND TO THINK ABOUT IT. BROKEN ABD GONE....

HOURS LATER YOU TEXT ME WE CAN FIX THIS CALL ME BACK.
CAN THIS MARRIAGE SURVIVE
SOMEONE WRITE BACK

Here I stand alone yet with my husband. He is a rapper who knows me. But he hates me. Maybe it is because I can be so easily the villain he calls me. I am that stupid botch who has never done anything for him. And yes I know it's been 16 years but he still says I make his life's hell. I know I cook but my food not good enough. My cleaning *****. I don't deserve a date because I am a snake. I get hit a lot he said it's why god created man over woman. And I don't get  love . But I stay because I do....who knew.
I don't love me no more. Let's just zzz be honest. I had to stop loving me because they're ain't no room for me.  I am the only replaceable thing . The only non important thing. The only thing here. I be honest I'm afraid. I have fear. He says he lives me. Could that be true. Do darker bruises mean more love. I am a fool. I thought some how things would be cool. And my and  his mother warned me to pack my thing and leave but be true.  Stand up for yourself don't be afraid. But I have No where to go. Take 5 kids where. He would find m me and embarrass me. Hit me talk bad to our kids. They say it's me. I shouldn't walk away to avoid a fight. ....I ask what do I do. They say I don't know I fear for you.

Here I stand alone yet with my husband. He is a rapper who knows me. But he hates me. Maybe it is because I can be so easily the villain he calls me. I am that stupid botch who has never done anything for him. And yes I know it's been 16 years but he still says I make his life's hell. I know I cook but my food not good enough. My cleaning *****. I don't deserve a date because I am a snake. I get hit a lot he said it's why god created man over woman. And I don't get  love . But I stay because I do....who knew.
I don't love me no more. Let's just zzz be honest. I had to stop loving me because they're ain't no room for me.  I am the only replaceable thing . The only non important thing. The only thing here. I be honest I'm afraid. I have fear. He says he lives me. Could that be true. Do darker bruises mean more love. I am a fool. I thought some how things would be cool. And my and  his mother warned me to pack my thing and leave but be true.  Stand up for yourself don't be afraid. But I have No where to go. Take 5 kids where. He would find m me and embarrass me. Hit me talk bad to our kids. They say it's me. I shouldn't walk away to avoid a fight. ....I ask what do I do. They say I don't know I fear for you.

Why can't he love me. What can I do. I cry when he isn't around I feel like such a fool. His mom told me and so did mine. They said I'd get Fed up over time. He started saying he would **** me. He once chocked me till I threw up. He told me.He didn't give a #&$#. I deserved it. Maybe that's true. But I KNOW what to do. The doors to success will open. I will feel real love from a man who hands do no harm. He will care for me and protect me and we will love like no one has ever loved. ... one day.someday...But not today