He was never mine to lose....

It's always been a dream.
We started dieing the day we where born
And 2012 no one actually survived.
We think we've been living in heaven but the reality was hell
And both are now satisfied it's a place called purgatory.
An illusion.
You where never mine to lose...
She hates me now
and that's my hell
I'm an ignorant fool who pretended this was heaven
I never noticed my happiness...was sharp little knives of gloating and insult to you.
It pains me to have to do what I must do....
But sometimes setting the world right takes sacrifice

when what you finally write is beautiful and worthy and you ******* erase it....