You're out of my reach
you're thoughts are no longer my home
you're here yet i feel so alone
who are we fooling?
who are we fooling, when the silence is a barrier we cant overcome
i've loved them all; all but one
you'd always be the first at my door
now you're the last to know when im on the floor
you passed me up, and i let you go

Endless pulse in the wrist
Endless veins holding endless blood
Until the heart decides to stop, the end.

one day i'll be 3,ooo miles east
where i'll become a four-eyed monster
and a two-hearted beast
ill eat the world away
bit by bit,
savoring each flavor that composes such a delicacy
truly enjoying it for what it is
a canvas with every superhumanly color imaginable
a geometric exhibit
an open heart surgery
magnifying the arterys and veins that make it pump
i'll bathe in the Arga
and dance on the Teide
as i listen to the clack of
the bull's hooves against the pavement
the screams of people feeling human

happiness shouldnt be based on a person, or so a wise person once told me.
happiness should be made by you..yourself..because your never gonna leave yourself but if your happiness depends on someone else then your *******, cause when they leave you for whatever reason, your out of happiness..right now, ive been happy, but today i feel sad..im on an emotional rollercoaster, cause despite the truth, i still cant seem to grasp my mind around the truth. cant you please just say and do something to make me hate you? cos i really cant..you keep confusing me but im just thinking too hard..i shouldnt even be thinking at all, what happened, happened and theres no looking back..move on and keep walking, take turns and get lost..someone will find you.

hiding from robbers
hiding from pain
why does it have to be you?
why does it have to be?
fighting for nonsense
loving for everything
because we're blood
because we're old
because we're young
because at birth are lives are sold
we say our goodbyes
as our bodies get cold
the war has begun
and we'll fight it as one

I couldn't leave your side
My feelings for you I tried to hide
I don't know you
But I could love you
Won't you stay
for more than what you say
Cause when you leave there's no gurantee
That you'll come back to me
I don't know you
But I could loathe you
As easily as I love you
The time goes fast in our clock
You feel so familiar after all we've talked
But there's no gurantee
that'll you be with me
There's no gurantee that you'll stay with me
You could be a dream
You could be make-believe
like Santa Claus on Christmas Eve
But you're for real
I can feel
Your heart
Your breath
Your stare
That's how I know that you're still there
Yea you're still there
I can feel your hair
There is where I want to be
There is where I'll be

the days have gone and the flowers wilted
they've left me without a single petal to caress
for all the flowers have died
hath winter come and dried them all?
or hath the wretched hand that watered them
cut their lives away? Oh Betrayal!
What an evil deed to take the life of a blooming flower
I've got a taste in my mouth that is quite sour
Oh how I need the sweetened scent of flowers
tis a flower in the water!
I will fetch it and save it form the madness of men
tis a beautiful flower, with sparkling eyes
it looks upon me for savior from the dark
its heart being torn apart striked in the dead center
like a target is by a dart
Oh welcome me kind flower for I am here to save you and you save me
blasphemy!curse the person that brought fear upon you
but I will be your savior
I bring forth thee, for I am you, and you are me!

Running Away
From the Monsters in Ties
Running Away
from the Cops and the Lies
Getting accused of a crime I've not done
For living in dirt off the rays of the sun

salt water
salt water
you're drowning me
i hope you're not here to stay
you wont let me see the light of the day
you've dried out my skin
i won't let you win
rolling down my cheeks
you're making my heart weak
salt water
salt water
present in the streams
at night you take away my dreams
salty sleepless nights
hoping everything turns out right
i know'll you'll win this fight

Hey Stranger
I'm in danger
Don't you know of my existence?
All you gotta do is listen
This song is for you
It could be that you're on the other side of the moon
Or it could be that I'll meet you soon
I know you're alive
I know you can see the sky
until the day we meet you'll be
a stranger

I stumbled upon a thought of you and I walked right past
I turned around ignoring the warning I heard someone yell
At the top of my lungs I screamed your name
But you cold-heartedly walked away
And I was left there on my own
Without your warmth; I froze
Every breath cracked my lungs
Every pound scarred my heart
Every minute pierced my soul, unleashing it
And every blink opened up my eye, truly
For once I could see
Without the help of any vision enhancing tool
But the pure vision one is born with, unveiled
A revolution capable of monumentally alternating a belief
A reinvention of what it has been and what it should be
For it should be what I want it to
A warm gust came over me
I turned once again and was astonished to see the image I saw
It was you, your warmth engulfing your flesh, your soul
And there I was just a breeze of cool air
Capable of saving you from yourself
But listening this time, I walked away.

Empty bodies
Empty souls
Who don't know where to go
Anywhere but home
Anywhere not alone
Anywhere...
Take me with you where you go
Take me with you on the road
I don't care if we get cold
As long as I've got you to hold
And I don't care if I have to walk
As long as I get you to talk
I want to live with you
I want to love with you
I want to live a dream of mine that I've had for quite some time

You're the warmest part of winter
The strongest leaf in the fall
The tallest flower in the spring
In the summer you've got me wondering
cause like the clouds you disappear at night
and like a leaf in the fall
you've got me falling for you

is it true
what i see in you
you make me feel alive
tonight
your like a pool
and i just want to dive into your water
the more i see the less i want
you to be with me
cause when im by your side
its hard to hide
the way i feel inside
so just go away
today
and don't forget your luggage
its neatly packed in my heart
your eyes
your smile
the way you talk
but we could
go to the park and talk
we've got a lot of issues to discuss
the way i feel for you
what you might feel for me
how this could affect
the people that we see
solo di que si

staring off into the 100 images that don't exist
a bundle of "what if..." scenarios
dreaming while im staring reality dead in the eye
a reality that won't coexist with my dreams
the impossible remains unreached, desolate, and unemployed
rejected by every firm in my brain
oh but my dreams show up when my head is
booked with emptiness and in a blink im in a different world
one where "impossible" is a forbidden word
I see 10 years ahead and 10 years before
time is not a concept its but a mere speck on a wall
until I here the clock go off; im set free.

You baffle me, like a 1st grader trying to learn geometry. You make me shake like the paintings on a wall during an earthquake i wish i could throw all my feelings in a basket like baby Jesus was thrown into a lake. Your impossible to decipher one minute your clearer than water and the other your nothing but martyr, you inflict pain upon me your worse than eating a salad without the croutons so now i dance this ballad alone at my canton like a person who's home is an asylum

a star
falls short of what
you mean
to me.
you mean
a million words
that I can't say.
you mean
the universe
and what we don't
already know
a mysterious cycle
of the unknown
seeping through
the spaces in between
my brain
settling in to forever
live.
the spaces in my brain
are soaked with the unknown
you are known
as the
unknown.