You baffle me, like a 1st grader trying to learn geometry. You make me shake like the paintings on a wall during an earthquake i wish i could throw all my feelings in a basket like baby Jesus was thrown into a lake. Your impossible to decipher one minute your clearer than water and the other your nothing but martyr, you inflict pain upon me your worse than eating a salad without the croutons so now i dance this ballad alone at my canton like a person who's home is an asylum

happiness shouldnt be based on a person, or so a wise person once told me.
happiness should be made by you..yourself..because your never gonna leave yourself but if your happiness depends on someone else then your *******, cause when they leave you for whatever reason, your out of happiness..right now, ive been happy, but today i feel sad..im on an emotional rollercoaster, cause despite the truth, i still cant seem to grasp my mind around the truth. cant you please just say and do something to make me hate you? cos i really cant..you keep confusing me but im just thinking too hard..i shouldnt even be thinking at all, what happened, happened and theres no looking back..move on and keep walking, take turns and get lost..someone will find you.

You're out of my reach
you're thoughts are no longer my home
you're here yet i feel so alone
who are we fooling?
who are we fooling, when the silence is a barrier we cant overcome
i've loved them all; all but one
you'd always be the first at my door
now you're the last to know when im on the floor
you passed me up, and i let you go

I stumbled upon a thought of you and I walked right past
I turned around ignoring the warning I heard someone yell
At the top of my lungs I screamed your name
But you cold-heartedly walked away
And I was left there on my own
Without your warmth; I froze
Every breath cracked my lungs
Every pound scarred my heart
Every minute pierced my soul, unleashing it
And every blink opened up my eye, truly
For once I could see
Without the help of any vision enhancing tool
But the pure vision one is born with, unveiled
A revolution capable of monumentally alternating a belief
A reinvention of what it has been and what it should be
For it should be what I want it to
A warm gust came over me
I turned once again and was astonished to see the image I saw
It was you, your warmth engulfing your flesh, your soul
And there I was just a breeze of cool air
Capable of saving you from yourself
But listening this time, I walked away.

a star
falls short of what
you mean
to me.
you mean
a million words
that I can't say.
you mean
the universe
and what we don't
already know
a mysterious cycle
of the unknown
seeping through
the spaces in between
my brain
settling in to forever
live.
the spaces in my brain
are soaked with the unknown
you are known
as the
unknown.

staring off into the 100 images that don't exist
a bundle of "what if..." scenarios
dreaming while im staring reality dead in the eye
a reality that won't coexist with my dreams
the impossible remains unreached, desolate, and unemployed
rejected by every firm in my brain
oh but my dreams show up when my head is
booked with emptiness and in a blink im in a different world
one where "impossible" is a forbidden word
I see 10 years ahead and 10 years before
time is not a concept its but a mere speck on a wall
until I here the clock go off; im set free.

the days have gone and the flowers wilted
they've left me without a single petal to caress
for all the flowers have died
hath winter come and dried them all?
or hath the wretched hand that watered them
cut their lives away? Oh Betrayal!
What an evil deed to take the life of a blooming flower
I've got a taste in my mouth that is quite sour
Oh how I need the sweetened scent of flowers
tis a flower in the water!
I will fetch it and save it form the madness of men
tis a beautiful flower, with sparkling eyes
it looks upon me for savior from the dark
its heart being torn apart striked in the dead center
like a target is by a dart
Oh welcome me kind flower for I am here to save you and you save me
blasphemy!curse the person that brought fear upon you
but I will be your savior
I bring forth thee, for I am you, and you are me!