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Mark Rubilla May 2010
Other fellows thought thatr this fun,
But if they watch my heart
They will see dismay and discouragement
Im not happy with this
If only I cry and then gone
No, its too hard to say goodbye
Cause I have no ears to hear advice
No heart to feel something
Dont let this situation rule over me
You know my capacity, I cant handle it
Now Im suffering, help me God


Pour out into my whole being
Take this miseries that hinders me
To call Your name and this confusion
That always rely on my feelings
I know that you can calm the raging sea
As You order them to stop
And I know that You can calm mine too


As I go to the altar of my heart
Where You are the core of it
Cleanse this mind, heal it
Renew everything from the inside and out
For I know that this is an ort for you
And Your power was tested and proven
Mark Rubilla May 2010
I can see myself hoping for the escape
To turn from the old ways and embrace the white future
it seems like easy to say but if I trust myself
I will surely be face the total wreck

I dont want to be on that stage
Where ruin will be my dress, and my food
Instead, I need to strive to get the fruit and eat it
I need to toil, while my sweat were falling at my shadow

Just for tonight, cleanse this darkness
Make it more productive
Even when he has a second thoughts
Force it until it becomes like cotton soft.

Put a new lungs inside of me
I wanted to breathe the modern day ozone
Just to refresh myself from my thoughts
Orchestrate me, orchestrate my world
- From Of Asterisk
Mark Rubilla May 2010
Im sorry, for I made a final conclusion
Rather than I step out and try just one time
I said to myself I cant do this on my own
But I found out that I never seek Your counsel
I just thinking negatively
And it never please You

My conclusion brings no good at all
Regret will really waits at the end
I must stand and dont give in
For the feeling I had can be deceiving
I must look forward to whats ahead of me
Cause I know Im not good at this

As You look at my empty hand
You have seen the potential
Your thoughts of me were higher
I cant believe that I have this in this life
You delight in me more than twice
So to speak, it is myriad

How great is Your love for me
As I speak out Your name
All oppsition will fade away
And all will be tear down
Like a candle under the scourching sun
Thank You God, for Your passion today
Mark Rubilla May 2010
Glory to the Highest
Sing throughout your throat
All you wandering
Call His name, scream it louder
Let it swell into your heart
You are the apple of His eyes

Glory to the Highest
All His splendor and majesty
Bow down and confess
That Jesus Christ is Lord
Open your mouth, share it to other
In any particular ways

Glory to the Highest
Lets parade throughout the streets
With the banner that says
I am not ashamed
And let love and righteousness
Reign through our lives

Glory to the Highest
Every morning, there will be changes
In our actions and motives
We will become a blessing
In every corner of this world
We will become an imitators of Him

Glory to the Highest
He become the sin of this land
To set us free from all thie chains
And one can ever defeat us
For we are more than conquer
By His bloodshed on the cross

Glory to the Highest
Mansions were build
As our eternal home
All foundation was Christ Himself
Never again moths will attack
And forever we will dwell in Him

Glory to the Highest
Once we were lost like sheep
But now we were found
Cradled into His arms
And now we were close to His heart
Carried back to the green pasture

Glory to the Highest
We can move all the mountain
As if they were like dust
We can walk through water
For nothing is impossible to god
All was easy and simple

Glory to the Highest
Giants were dwarfs and weak
Through the faith that we have
Prayers can be a bridge
To a lifetime relationship
And east to west will be near

Glory to the Highest
Once we desire something
God has a heart and ears
To give us what we asked
In His time and proper place
It will be grand and beautiful
- From Of Asterisk
Mark Rubilla May 2010
The year has gone by into this scene.
Call her name, tell her your final words.
And prepare your hands to wave goodbye.
Remember the wisdom that she’d taught.
Make it a pathway to your destination.

Previous fall learn from it step by step.
Back to basic if you want to be refresh.
Truly, as you walk into this righteousness.
Your picture frame becomes more than just gold
That money cant buy it, kings and rulers will sigh.

Run O Church, You are destine to have grace.
The Man of sorrow washed you with the crimson.
Now by the thing He had done so long ago.
You are called as a overcomer over life and death.
A soldier that cannot be defeated and look down.

Every strike of the double edged sword
Equivalent to dozens of killed enemy.
That is the power of the might
Which is available to the Architect Himself.
No other Man like Him in the planet.

Not even the strongest of this world
Can stand and totally fathom.
For the strongest of this land
Was just like the most weakest for Him
And its so amazing to think about that.
Mark Rubilla May 2010
The road towards my house is getting more shaky.
My action becomes like in a slow motive room.
Get me out from this place, efface everything out from this mind.
I know in my heart that You can do everything that is grand and awesome.

At first im so enjoy with this, i let her eat whatever she likes
Many times, i marinated her to become more sweeter than before.
And everything was pleasant in my sight like driving in a smooth highway.
Now, i tell you that i cant draw my own face as i stared the mirror.

The sound of happiness seems walking away from my ears.
The light of every houses is now dimming towards darkness.
I dont know what to do and what am i suppose to say.
Im tired of saying sorry, I need a heart of repentant.

Here i am gazing up the sky claiming that there will be restoration.
In this open air, feelings will be entitled as a legend or a myth.
My intention was to make it clear in my side that this is wrong.
And nothing was ever good will be perform in a vast of man.

Memories were made to see what is the best for the future.
O Morning Star, train my feet to stand in every adversity
Made by whether myself or by the enemy, let it strike die down.
And its move bring forth strong knees and brand new level of faith.
- From Of Asterisk
Mark Rubilla May 2010
I am not aware of this
Im just ignoring its power
Restless I am from this situation
The founding skies does saw it happening

Why is he acting like a monster
And time to time screams roar
In my mind and waist line
I cant see my winning stunts now

Look at my knees, , its trembling
Tonight, guard me from this dirt
Dark unspecial thought life
Who is he? dont let the audience hanging

He is the brother of my dreams
He brings multi-spots and blemishes
All around me become scary
I call him as my nightmare

I am isolated myself from moving
Because his motion is unpredictable
It is not vibrant in this velvet idea
He also carried out loads of commotion

Cute if I spells out of his name
But it so dangerous if he bother me
I pray that he will not visit me tonight
Because I wanted a rest for tomorrow
- From Of Asterisk
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