I really hate myself you know

Wondering why?
All I want is to be held and told
No. Stop. Let me tell you why your amazing
Too bad I'll never believe it

To me, I really don't deserve you. It's
Obvious that there is nothing good about me

Doing things but I'm never any good
I really hate myself you know.
Except your the best part. But you deserve better.

We stand together as man and wife
Through all the struggles and the fights
We lived together for 25 years of our life
Together we'll stay. Creating new highlights.

Sleep in
Yes, sleep in
You can’t do it forever
Sleep in, sleep in
So just do it. You’ll feel better
Give up
Yes give up
You heard me right
Give up, give up
Don’t try and fight
Why?
You ask why?
Because it’s pointless you see
Why, why
Why ask me
Figure it out
Don’t sit and pout
It’s not hard to assess
Figure it out, don’t pout
I give this advice because it’s for relieving stress

How does it feel to lie every day?
To try and fool yourself in every way?
To look so perfect yet feel so weak
To pretend it doesn’t bug you when inside you weep

Have you ever thought of just being yourself?
Putting yourself out there just for the wealth
Of health you can get from acceptance
To not give a **** to just live in balance

Stop doing your hair and take off the makeup
Stop sleeping around and get ready to wake up
Everyone will judge you not matter what you do
So be judged for who you are not who you *****.