Go outside
smell the smells
travel back to real life
back to that place where you
think
analyze
conclude
assume
learn
evaluate
re-evaluate
too much thinking
just let it go
childhood traumas
(is that word too strong?)
who is to judge
when there is no judge
a free for all
but all is only two
the laws of the jungle
Why? should we have to experience this?
What made you think that was a good idea?
Hand cramps, writing too fast
the thin seal has been broken
now it all comes out
unleashed
but it's not an animal
but it's lover has no fetish
how did the leash get there, in the first place?
too many thoughts
what is deep enough what is too shallow
what is too deep
too analytical
getting trapped, caught, pushing against the net
a train of thought
lost
regained
how do we know?
how do we learn
how do we live
mistakes,
but they come with regret
books,
but they lack experience
stories
a beautiful escape,
but is that all? Their only substance?
A drug? - rise above
they transport us, alter our perception of reality
recreational
procrastination
a time killer
so violate
being trapped again,
escaped from the brain
but trapped by its thoughts
what is crazy?
can I draw on myself?
a hand cramp