marina b

marina b Jun 2013

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do not bother me
let me wallow alone,
in self-pity and half melted bowls of ice cream.
is that really too much to ask?

marina b Jun 2013

loathing

i cannot imagine
how it must feel
to actually want
what i pretend i crave

marina b Jun 2013

kiss

it was fleeting
it meant nothing, really
but it warms me inside
to know
we share something
that i will never let go

(i hope you won't, either)

marina b May 2013

sick

i went to the doctor
he curled up onto my bed
stretched his claws over the side
he told me i have
chronic ennui

he prescribed me a daily
dose of selfies in
my bathroom, consumption of lots
of summer fruits, and 500 mg of
you.

marina b May 2013

for you

i worry so much
that i take you for granted

i know if you left
my world would implode

please stay with me
i know it's hard, but
you make me happier than i've ever been

to my best friend

marina b May 2013

foreshadowing

show me you care
it doesn't matter when
or where
or how
but i need it
more than i've ever needed anything else
and i hope you understand that
and i hope you won't regret it
if you don't show me soon enough.

marina b May 2013

him

he's never patient with me
and thats the only thing i want him to be
he cares only for himself
and his thoughts
and his feelings
and disregards mine

i'm never patient with him
but does he even notice?
all i care for
are my thoughts
and my moods
(deep and blue)
that allow me to drown
and escape from his grasp