Maria J

Maria J Jun 2013

I thought you were the one and only
But all you did is disappoint me.
In the darkest night of all
You told me lies… I believed them all!

The sweetness of your words
The poison of my dreams
In this battle of swords
You are the one who kills

A diamante rose from my eye
But I try so hard not to cry.
You were a foul

I was so mad
Believing you
Won’t make me sad…

Maria J Apr 2013

This is who I am

There is a small part of me
In everything I create.
No matter if is good or bad,
It is only what I felt at a particular moment.
Sadness, love, hate, sympathy…
My talent is that I know how to put feeling on words.
Maybe it rhymes, maybe it does not.
Maybe you like, maybe you not.
This is who I am
This is what I feel.
Whoever likes what I say
Likes me, the real me,
And that is why I am happy.

Maria J Apr 2013

A writer's wish

I don't live for me...I don't live for you!
I live only for a page in the great book of History.
This is my dream, this is all I want!
My name to be known by people
My writings to be read in public
My books to be in a library...
I want people to remember me!

Maria J Apr 2013

As old as the rain

From this warm and lightened room, I can hear the rain that pours outside;
It sounds like a magic melody, that hypnotize me- what a familiar sound!
The book in my hands- the perfect story.
His portrait on the wall- the perfect image!
And I...I am just a woman, who waits for him every day and every night...
But there is only the RAIN and I... he comes not...
The wind frighten my hopes... but the light of the candles keep on saying that there is still hope!
There is never too late, never too far...
There is just YOU and I, as long as the rain pours out of the sky....

Maria J Apr 2013

Broken

Thoughts are felt like the waves on the shore...
Everything is so unsecure...
I feel your presence, I can sense your fragrance
Unfortunately, here is only the Loneliness.

Music tries to make me smile,
Light is dancing, feeling wild
Words are like the stormy sea
But missing you, is killing me!

The untold story of you and I -
My mind would write it day and night.
No matter what, I shall never forget
That sunny day when we had met...

Nothing is as it should be
You will never set me free...
I am your slave, you are my sun
There is no US, 'cause we are done...

Maria J Apr 2013

21

I’m not sure this is my life,
Maybe it’s all just a dream…
I had always let the stream
To be the only one who guide

What to chose, what to believe?
What is right and what is wrong?
Choosing from so many songs
Was so difficult for me…

This life feels like a war
And I’m not a simple trophy…
All I want is just “TO BE”
I don’t want to say “I WERE”

Because the past is hunting me
And I am trying to escape!
I run, and run…but it’s too late…
It’ll hunt me for eternity…

This poem is called "21" because I have 21 days left until my 21'st aniversary.

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