We never talked
Anymore
And when we did
The conversation
dripped
Like a dried up
Desert stream
Funny how then he’d seem
Like a tidal wave of talk
Not letting my words walk
Anywhere
Near his extremely important
Ten minute
Explanation
In which he’d sum up that day’s
Cartoons, football matches, car trouble, his hard day of work that ended at lunch
How drunk he got after work, how drunk he was going to get that night
While he fetted without a slight
Thought of me.
So understandably
He was exhausted
And couldn’t
Wouldn’t
Didn’t want to hear
My ten minuets
Of how I missed
The boy who kissed
Me
At a movie theater
Read all my pathetic poetic
Love letters
Told me I was a better
Writer than I thought
Fought for me
Drove across highways for me
Was in love with me truly, madly, deeply
Who told me constantly
That he loved me
When I didn’t believe it
He loved me
When I didn’t want to hear it
He loved me
When I’d just finished crying
He loved me
I miss the boy who never made me feel
Alone
Whose cell phone
Didn’t mind listening to my voice
And given the choice
Would listen to it
All night
Long.
But that boy’s gone.
And I’m left to pick up conversation
With this
Affectionless alien.