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3.2k · Jun 2013
wish you were here
there's a party going upstairs
and thus i locked myself
in the cool base
ment to

cry about
how much i miss
you and how much you
help me feel like a child again
2.9k · Jun 2013
Figurative Cryspeak
punch me in the face/ tell me i’m pretty
shoot both my legs/ please just cuddle with me
slice off my hands/ would you hold both?
go burn my ears/ sing me to sleep

figurative cryspeak/ what words do you know?
are they the right ones/ or are they too weak?

stab me in the throat/ ask me how i feel
scratch my two arms/ it’s cool, that’ll probably heal
gouge my eyes out/ i will never see
lock the door shut/ what’s out there for me?

figurative cryspeak/ what words do you know?
they can be scary/ but they will save you
This is a song about my last relationship and stuff. Yeah, I plan on making it sound super angsty and loud and ****.
987 · Jul 2013
Stella Artois
Drinking a stale beer
that I snuck out of the fridge
I feel so grown up

I am here alone
struggling to open this
was a bad idea.
811 · Jun 2013
Hollow
I haven't eaten anything all day
except half an apple
and my ego.

And I am so very apathetic
to my growing problems-
escalating.

I am scared that this is all just a lie
you will wake up and feel
shame and regret.

I am so drugged, so very very drugged
and forever lonely
no matter what.
677 · Jun 2013
apathy
today i
asked myself
what am i still
living for?
is there even anything
i would die for?
and this upset me more than it should,
for i had no answer to either question
573 · Jun 2013
Song of Dependence
i want to go to the hospital
i miss the pale sterility;
human care on command

i want to stop being illogical
i miss childlike passivity;
you just don't understand

my existence is infinitesmal
i'm a waste of human life
but i want you to stay with me
oh, please, at least for the night

help me forget about this would-be
i refuse to meet him in montauk
or anywhere, for that matter

the memory of him hurts me
nothing he said, did, or could ****
made me feel like i was better

my existence is infinitesmal
i'm a waste of human life
but i want you to stay with me
oh, please, at least for the night

forget about the women
that i say that i am really into
i could change my sexuality

you don't even have to listen
to me, that's too much to put you through
i lack the correct mentality

my existence is infinitesmal
i'm a waste of human life
but i want you to stay with me
oh, please, at least for the night
526 · Aug 2013
i, too, am moving away
watching you pack your things and move

all i can do is watch anymore

not see, not feel, not even just be



you hold me and sit

while i cry on the bathroom floor

but i am not there
422 · Jun 2013
Love
Love takes form in many ways;
more than just watching a sunset.

It can appear as a stray cat
clawing at your doorstep,
or listening to the heartbeat
of someone close to you.

Even in the undying wind,
there is love.
You need only to look
and you will see it.
384 · Jun 2013
-Notes
Suicide notes are things I often write
as an apology I will never send
to make me feel like I made it right

I will never truly end my life
nor will you ever see these essays
of my distraught despair and strife
317 · Jun 2013
I am the Moon
I am sad
  I am hollow
    I am always around
    I cannot sleep
  I am silent
I am the moon

— The End —