Stared out at all the different faces
Equal and opposite parts break my stride
I fall apart to the sound of laughter
The next room over

Friends are like bugs in the radiator
Hoping they'll be the same as they are in your memories
But they never are
And neither are you

Leaking control issues out of my eyes
Jumped on the bed till it broke
Saw some names in the paper
This stillness is terrifying

Stretched across
Spread thin against the parking lots
Blood and pavement

Burnt ideas crammed through
The hole in your head
What is there to grasp for?

Fill up the lonely seats
Smooth down the goosebumps
Wait for the surprise