you would think that after all the tears you have shed pains you have endured it would stop but no it would just keep on getting worse because life ***** you up like that and in the end life itself stops you from being alive
People say you never care for them when you greatly do you just do not know how to show them but when you do they push you away or treat you like you are some kind of a joke so you stop you stop because even you doubt your love for them or if they even love you you stop because no matter how you think you love them they will never love you back because in the end love is not something that you can just give away nor it is something that you can force to yourself and in the end you are so miserable that even you cannot love yourself
he says he likes me he says i'm beautiful he says all these things but as time goes on what is true and what is not clashes together they think it must be love i say it's not my heart says yes but my mind protests he says he's serious he says love me but can i really believe when i can't even trust myself to love and to be loved and bring myself to say that i like him out loud
The pain is black and white It's there but it's not I can feel it, I'm hurting But I'm numb It hurts But my heart is so used to it It seems like I'm okay But I know that I'm not I need someone to save me But I don't want anybody to know I'm fine, I say I'm too numb to feel the pain