You ask why am I still wearing my clothes while you rip them off my body.

You grab my back and pull me into you, nice and close.

You kiss with such desire, your tongue dancing with mine.

Your fingers in my mouth make you yearn for more.

You wrap your arms around my waist tightly so I cannot escape.

You ****** your hips into mine so I can feel your hardness.

You sliver your fingers into me so you can absorb the moist warmth.

You turn me over so you can look down at my body with hungry eyes.

You gently enter me with such precision and strength.

You worship me, inside and out until I can not longer feel my skin.

You know just what to do with me and what I like as if we didnt just meet.

You look into my eyes and kiss my lips whenever you get the chance.

Your hungry eyes get light and dreamy when you are about to explode.

You release yourself in me and collapse to my breast.**

.

when i got high today i saw us laughing in the rain
i get shy when i fall and when i fall
i fall hard
excuse my weird behaviour
i just want u to see the bigger picture

First thing you wash in the shower?
2. Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
4. Do you plan outfits?
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
7. What would you do if you opened your door and saw a dead body?
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
9. Three of your current feelings?
10. What are you craving right now?
11. Turn ons?
12. Turn offs?
13. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
14. When was the last time you cried? Why?
15. If you could be a superhero, who would you want to be?
16. Did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize?
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
18. Favorite movie ever?
19. Do you like yourself?
20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
21. Could you handle being in the military?
22. What are you listening to right now?
23. How many countries have you visited?
24. Are your parents strict?
25. Would you go sky diving?
26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
27. Whats on your mind right now?
28. Is there anything you want to say to someone?
29. Have you ever been in a castle?
30. Do you rent movies often?
31. Whats your zodiac sign?
32. When was the last time you had ***?
33. Name five facts about yourself.
34. Ever had a near death experience? If so, what happened?
35. Do you believe in karma or predestiny?
36. Brown or white eggs?
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
38. Ever been on a train?
39. Ever been in love?
40. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you do it?
41. If you could trade places with any person living or dead, who would you trade places with?
42. If you could shorten your life expectancy by 10 years to becopme more attractive, would you do it?
43. Whom do you admire and why?
44. What was your favorite bedtime story as a child?
45. You’re walking down the street, you come across a burning building. A woman says her baby is trapped inside, what would you do?
46. If you could choose the future profession of your son or daughter, would you?
47. What was your best experience on drugs or alcohol?
48. What was your worst experience on drugs or alcohol?
50. As your walking down the street you find a suitcase full of money sitting next to a parked car, would you take it?
51. If you found that a close friend has AIDS, would you still hang out with them?
52. In front of you are 10 pistols, 5 of which are loaded. If you survive you’d receive 100 million dollars. Would you be willing to place 1 to your head and pull the trigger?
53. How old were you when you lost your virginity?
54. Do you believe in ghosts, werewolves or vampires?
55. If you could live forever, would you want to?
56. Which fictional movie character most resembles who you are?
57. If you could go back in time, which time period would you visit?
58. If they were to televise a live execution, would you watch it?
59. If you could be the president of the USA, would you be willing to do it?
60. If you could choose the *** of your unborn child, would you want to?
61. Would you rather live longer or be wealthy?

"there is nothing wrong with me!"
unless being so right that it was considered to be wrong,
to be that right.

as i got out the shower
putting on my robe,
i was planning on giving my living room a quick glance
to check if everything was fine
2 police officers sitting on my couch
oh hi.
oblivious to what was going on i was not worried.

it was about 6 seconds of pretty, happy oblivion
until it dawned on me, real strong
i had forgotten that just last night
my mom walked in on me hitting a ****.

keep it one hundred babe
we both know, I'm not the only one..
but when I'm there, you treat a *****
real good
and that's probably why I always come
so lie to me, lie to me, lie to me
so sweet
cause I don't ever want to imagine
all the other ****** like me
ever had a chance, to get in your pants
so tell me that the ***** is mine, yeah
tell me, tell me baby, that its all mine

baby somethings been missing
somewhere between
the arguments
and assumptions
we lost it.

reminiscing
we were on fire baby

when its that real
it doesn't fade
does it at least quench a mental thirst
to know that i will always want You?

why has it been so long

who you been crying to?

who you been flying to?

who's bed are you sleeping in?

baby, someone's been hiding you.

.

things at home have been getting stressful
when my dad walked in on me hitting that ****
i was afraid but not because he caught me red handed
but because i never felt anything
its like the "silence is loud" type of thing
or whatever the ******* refer to it as
"its disgusting to see such a young girl that high, sis on you!"
and he storms out.

i never mentioned where i've been getting my supply from
nor do i plan on discussing it
my mind just cannot slow down
its the one thing, then its the next
falling this deep in solitude
that my loneliness isn't even subtle anymore
i think i've lost my mind
i wake up trying to enjoy life
i smile
trying to make myself feel better
even though i'm faking it
but its just not happening

it becomes dreadful and dull
not being even the slightest
sexually interested in someone of the opposite gender
nothing interests me
as much as how interested i am in knowing
where'd all my ***** go
i gave so many
man i'm just swimming
is it even healthy to go through life;
something so precious and beautiful
thinking its disgusting and meaningless?
its like being in high tide
the waves catch you unexpectedly
crashes you down
throwing you around
smashing your head against him
showing no remorse
making you its *****
and you'd allow him
don't let your thoughts wander
stay focused
or else you'll panic, forgetting
to stay calm enough to relax and
just breathe
getting upset in facing defeat is dumb
the tide won, and you allowed him
the ***** life intentionally takes you to be
is astounding.

they tell me i did wrong

but they tend to tell me

how to make it right

instead of showing me.

no one sets an example

lead by definition

so i ****** up

but somehow continued to **** it up

the problem lies within me

and i know that

and im trying to fix it

but it takes time

and i get slowed down

when im too moved on

and get over it

its just not that ******* simple to me

apparently nothing is

when will it ever be

in a cold room feeling real dark
in my element real far
most avoid monsters
i'm yelling; "where thee are"
in love with poetry that feeds the misfits
i cannot be near you
because if its the deadly things that scare you;
you should stay away from me.

please do not fall in love
don't attempt to save me too
i'd rather be lost, insane, out of my already fogged brain,
then found amongst the close minded crowd that think the same.

you think you're hurting my feelings but i'll just leave you to it
next thing you're hurting my feelings but you look **** when you do it
can't explain it,
you're unpredictable; unstable; unhealthy conscious.
imagine the damage in satisfaction.

you've been wandering around your mind
looking for answers; i've reached your check points
and i haven't found anything either
don't be afraid, i'm distant from myself too
it does not get better but you deal with it
finding comfort in pain, maybe

you're my one and only wanted fantasy that i've had the guts,
and urge to admit about.
lets take a ride on your spyder
and create memories which we both know will not be remembered
but i know you'd be cool with prepping the trigger for me
because giving me the power to destroy you isn't what scares you...

losing me

is what scares you