I melted, gazing deeply into his eyes,
I knew it was a love that cannot be.
You don’t know how much it hurts,
When you flirt with her.


You sat in front of me
And I could see your curl of hair,
But although you are my love,
You yearn for someone else.


I can see the way you look at her,
I can because that’s how I look
At you. My knees crumble,
I smile unwillingly, When your
Around.


Why can’t I be the one
You look at and love.
I am the one that would love you back.
The more you ignore me,
The more my heart breaks.
Why can’t you see, my love for you?
It feels so obvious. Why is it so hard?

I sit here and I see you smile,
My whole world brightens up.
You are my whole world and
Your emotions are mine.
When you cry, I crumble.
When you're happy,
I celebrate.
When you're mad, I'm angry.
But yet I know, your heart belongs to another.
Someone who is not me.

I hate when people,
Ask if I'm OK.
When all I want is
For them to go away.
But when they insist,
I cant help but say
that I'm definately OK.

The questioning looks,
The mumbled comments
behind my back,
When I look at them,
They turn away
I am not OK.

I always wonder
How they can do this,
Tear peoples lives
Apart, without so much
As a word to their
broken, dead heart.

If someone asks
I will say that
I am Definately OK.
It has almost become
A ritual, 'cause I want
Them to go away.

If and when they ask,
You know what I will say.

I stood there on the hill,
Staring out at you.
Knowing you were there,
But knowing you didnt see
me, didnt know what you
put me through.

The sun began to set,
casting golden light out across
The land. You swept her into
Your arms, Her long blond hair
swirling around your arms.
You were oblivious to my love.
Oblivious to my heartbreak.
How could you?
I felt myself began to fade,
My life becoming worthless.
*Oblivious

How is it not obvious,
The way I feel?
It seems to be written
On my face,
Spoken by my movements.
How can you not tell,
The way I feel?
The other girl you hold
In your arms,
She is my resentment.
I feel as though you
Are ignoring me,
I feel as though my
Emotions are written
Clear on my face.
I feel rejected.
That glorious day
When we first met,
That glorious day
When I fell in love.
Have you forgotten?
I feel like you have.

I'm sitting here,
Alone, People all
Around me, though
I can't communicate.

I've tried once already
But got caught and
Publicly ashamed.
I dont know how
Long it's been, nor
how much longer
I must wait.

One of my friends
Has been taken away.
But we wont
See her again today.
My other two friends
Sit near to me,
Not near enough to talk,
But near enough to see.

I have done my
Duties, Worked
My hardest,
But I'm sitting
Here alone, cause
I was definately
The fastest.

My notes get taken
Away, and yet I
Smile, my last math
Test for a while.

The winter wind swept the willows
Off their leafless branches,
Because these crying trees
are bare until springtime.

Asdarkness crept slowly,
The old Dog bayed,
Crying out to all ,
All with whom he played.

Night fell, turning the
Sky to sinister sorrow.
With twinkling stars,
bright against the dark velvet sky.

The icy wind bit at the
Canines body, tearing his
Thin skin from his bony flesh.
Whimpering, whimpering in his
Slumber, dreaming of warmth
That cannot be, flames, Fire.