Always smiling on the outside
Always games and fun on the outside
While screaming with no sound deep inside
Always a mask on the outside
While I am slowly dieing inside
No fight left inside
Can't say how long I will stay here on the outside

As I turn around and walk away
I hide away the tears streaming down my face
So tired of pretending too be okay
Always hiding away the pain which never goes away
Longing to find that peace of mind that will take away all the broken peaces I always have to hide away
As I walk away.......

Nothing makes sense how can this be
U are so Farr from me but some how became part of me
How can it be I feel so close to u and u are so Farr from me
Why do I feel u are the one I can't forget
How can it be feels like I know your soul and yet time we have spent is so little
How can it be that only the thought of you makes me full with ecstasy
How can it be l am falling in love with u and u are so far from me
How can this be that I can feel so close to u closest I have ever been and u are so far from me

Please forgive me
Please forgive me for not seeing how I hurt u
Please forgive me for not being the one person u gave your heart to that didn't leave it broken
Please forgive me not being the happy ending to your fairytale
Please forgive me for pushing u away
Please forgive me for all the tears I made u cry
Please forgive me for now I know the mistakes I made and it's killing me inside
Loosing u is the one mistake I will never be able to put aside
Loosing u is the one mistake I will never forgive myself

Anything 2 forget
I would give anything 2 simply forget
Forget ever meeting u
Forget how I completely fell in love with all of u
What I would not give 2 forget your smile, your piercing eyes, being close 2 u
What I would not give 2 simply forget the feeling of loving u
I would give anything 2 forget that u will never love me 2

In a world so unkind
No matter how hard we try
Life will always find a way to make things so hard at times
Every day bringing another challenge to face one more fight to fight
Trying our best not to give in and just give up
Not loosing faith that relief will come
Trying to believe hope is not lost
Not easy to be strong, to keep moving on despite how hard it might become
Staying strong not to fall and just except that there is nothing to be done at all
To still stand tall even when the world around is pushing u down into the ground never it seems to be found again

If we are always looking back on the past
If we can't let go of what is done and move on from that which we can't change
The chance the future will change from the path we have been on in the past is gone
And making the most of the present is lost
Just leaving us once again living in the past wishing something else had been done