I'm not skinny I'm not fat I'm not pretty but I'm not bad I'm not happy I'm not sad forever me and who is that ?

Bright big sky, long green grass
hot tan boys walking past
Happy teen, loving life
Summer time my kryptonite ❤️

I hide my face everyday
Dying to loose a little  weight
Wanting to be the girl who never ate
Looking in the mirror is a struggle each day
Living life as a lie is the only way
Wishing I was the girl with the pretty face...

The gates of hell are calling my name
Until the day that angel came
he took my hand and told me a name
About a man who came to stay
He stole my heart and ran away
who is this man that saved the day

Today I decided to run away
to the meadow where  my sister lay
Many years ago she passed away
Murdered by the man in gray  
Just one day he took her  away
I cant wait to see her in heaven some day.

tick tock goes the clock your life fades away
tick tock goes the clock smiles fade to gray
tick tock goes the clock things never stay the same
tick tock goes the clock demons in my brain
tick tock goes the clock I slowly fade away
tick tock goes the clock my life has gone away.