Is it fear? Or is it love? Am in a self struggle i have reached to a point of becoming afraid of losing wt i already own!! My tears wont stop dropping i am out of words. I can hear my bones straining from the sorrow am holding. Ohhh lord have mercy on my soft heart. Days are going fast and they all look alike. Time is running and i still dnt knw wts left for me am afraid of waking up and not recognizing myself nor the ones around me.

I dreamed a dream far behind where things where different and love was blind .I dreamed of flowers blooming in autumn , i dreamed of things that where out of sight , i held my pen in my hand and held my tears from dropping ,i started writing what my dreams hided . Oh lord, a deep sorrow in my heart a sorrow that would break the unbroken heart. My ego stopped my drawling eyes, my shaky hands stopped me from writing. I layed  down on ground ,looked up the sky searching for a star hoping that one day i will fulfill my dream and lay down by your side. And at last till this day i am still dreaming to reach this star that will freeze my fire from melting again.

Here we are again away from the whole world together in a ship that sealed away for a very long time.We both have the power to keep it on the surface and to keep it balanced. Call it arrogance call it ego give it the name you choose, but our freedom comes from being the way you don’t want us to be. We waited, we cried, we smashed, we tried, but congrats to us, we have reached to a point that no one would ever dare to cross my dear, my love, my world let us go away, away to a place that only three things are allowed to happen. First trust, second love, third care.

I still remember the first day we met and how shy we were . The way we looked at each other while sitting on the bench and eating we wanted to talk but we found it hard which one of us should start.

And after that days passed my friend and here we are two of a kind . We share , we care, we admire, and we inspire each other together we stayed we fought we had ups and downs but we passed it  all with love. They say true friendship is hard to find but here we are models for people with closed hearts. Lets praise ourselves and keep our heads up high cause friends  like us  are hard to find.

A tape of memories was played in front of my eyes the first time we met the first kiss we had the bond between us everything of you is unforgettable i leaned down on your door i held your coat and smelled your smell my tears couldn't control themselves ,and with  every tear dropped  there was a deep sorrow . You  made me see life through your eyes  , you made me realize that nothing is worth my tears, but here we are part from each other my eyes couldn't control the tears dropped for you. All what am asking for is to open a new chapter a new chance that we both deserve lets take the step of risking everything just to be together. Would that be hard?!

Another chapter another story another life for you and me lets give each other a promise lets hold our hands together you showed me your world and i showed you mine, i think its time, its time to take the step   to move forward , a brighter  side is waiting and this was  the last thing of what you said you left my heart held with fire you left my mind  lashing in memories you gave me hope ,you gave me something beyond wt i asked for and now yu left me in this world .I stood beside your grave planted flowers went back through our memories and set my heart on fire and frm this moment till the end i promise you that you and only you are the one that my heart was opened too and closed after you❤

If you ever wanted a second chance a second try wanted to fix what was broken i'd do it in a heartbeat i would control myself not to crack and fall apart i'd give a second chance for my heart that still beats every time  your name comes out your looks your smiles your glowing eyes your passion in love everything in you deserves a second chance you showed me the world from a different side . Wouldnt it be the perfect crime if i stole yur heart and you stole mine?!