Little smiles full of sunshine lollypops and cotton candy simple little things make you happy that's how I feel when im right next to you three I carried each for 9 months I found myself gifted with blessings from above ....

I don't want it anymore that love u want to give me is never going to protect me ,I am angry and I like to isolate myself all by myself so that I can let down these tears that eat my soul ...when ever your around my mind sets itself to rejection so my poor heart is being used I'm living in such confusion I pray for peace with in my life but I stay here and nothing seems to feel better with you I can't feel anything ,I am loosing my mind trying to find a smile in a place that broke me down why can't I forgive and forget when I gaze at you ,you don't look like this is where u want to be ?,
I'm not for you and your not for me !!!

You ...I'm so attached to you ,
Your touch can easily weaken me
Yet that same touch can destroy me and leave me black and blue like the night that covers my marks my eyes still gaze at u like the stars above us shining so bright like my soul that I can never restore ....