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Magi Jan 2014
Lights go out
Darkness
Trying to
Harness
The fact that
I'm out of control
Lights come on
Brightness
Trying to
Like this
But I'm afraid
Of what I see
I'm afraid of
Myself
And what I've become
There's just something
Wrong
Magi Jan 2014
it's like my head is
3 people's minds all at one
and nothing makes sense
EVERYONE IS SCREAMING
please be quiet please I'm begging
and then they all go away
they all go away
at the same time
and my entire mind is empty
blank
nothing is left nothing to listen to
and I can't hear anybody
talking to me either
its like I'm empty and numb
and there's nothing anyone can
do to fill me back up
I want to sink to the
bottom of the ocean and
finally be at rest just
be asleep forever
I bet its really quiet down
there too. just like my
mind. just like me
Magi Jan 2014
Josh
I'm wearing your green
power rangers shirt
again
and the smell is
starting to change
It used to only smell like you
but now it kind of
smells like me too
Me around the collar
and on the inside
but you on the sleeves
and the bottom.
I'm scared because I know
one day soon
your shirt will
only smell like me...
I don't want to forget
the way you smelled
but I know everyone will
eventually.
Magi Jan 2014
Don’t tell me that I’m
beautiful
because the words burn like
acid
poured all over my
body;
burning parts of me that
I forgot even
existed.

— The End —