this is where i become selfish
i dont care what you want
you have it all and even more
this is where i become ruthless
i won't go down without a fight
i'm not afraid to start a war
this time.

i haven't felt this feeling in so, so long
i won't let it get away without a fight

if it's the last thing i do
i'm going to let him know
before you even get a chance to show
you went back on your decision and now
rethinking it all built walls in my mind

this is where i jumped the gun
i built it up and you shot it all down
you went back on your decision and now
i shouldn't have said anything at all

i sunk this ship
before it even got in the water
i jumped the gun
shot it up in the air
deafening every thought
i thought about

in a split second
i came to terms
the suns heat burned every drop
of doubt
that had entered my mind that day

the days where we lay
poolside by the dogs
so far gone, and now
i just can't wait to see your face
everyday
and then not for six months
it won't be any different
i'll light up

familiar feelings of home
at the top of the road
the barn and all the animals
tea and home videos
i can't wait.