Mae Alyson

Mae Alyson Aug 2013

Go ahead.
Judge me on
my mistakes.
But the days
are seconds,
and the
years are
minutes,
and I can
afford to
**** up once
in a while...

(m.a.)

Mae Alyson Jul 2013

"3:16 am"

3:16 am

I am missing you.

I am missing the
still beat
of your
heart.

I am missing the
way your body
fits beside
mine and
warms me.

I am missing
your sleepy
green eyes
and the way they
becon me
back to my
slumber.

3:17 am

I am missing you.

(m.a.)

Mae Alyson Jul 2013

"Tidal wave"

Its a tidal wave of sadness. I feel it creep up. I feel it swallow me completely, blurring my vision, what I once saw as important, now a figment.
This hurt is too much to bear and with every pounding heartbreak, I can tell. I can see that the end is near. But I refuse to plummet off the edge.
I'll be stronger than I am today, tomorrow. But tomorrow the me that I was today, will be washed away, the tidal wave collecting a new captive.

(m.a)

Mae Alyson Jul 2013

"Nervous"

It seemed so stupid
the way the numbness
I perfected
disappeared
only when
you,
we're around.

And I still find it
absurd,
that you manage
to pull me apart
piece,
by shattered
piece.

And maybe it was
your voice,
or the way you
sighed my
name..

but whatever it
was, it
made me so,

so nervous..

(m.a.)

Mae Alyson Jun 2013

"Bruised, Blue, and Fragile"

He never looked more lovely
then in this state.

And his bruised lips
and blue eyelids were the only proof
she needed.

She admired his missing heartbeat
and fragile bones.

Because his pink lips never
spoke her name
And only this way

She could imagine that
they once did.

(m.a.)

Mae Alyson Jun 2013

"Call. Ask. Say."

If you miss me;
Call.

If you need me;
Ask.

If you love me;
Say.

Just don't stay quiet.

(m.a.)

Mae Alyson Jun 2013

"Dream"

I am waiting for the impossible to happen.
And I am searching for something invisible.
But that does not mean my dreams are unreachable,
or unattainable.
It only means that I am dreaming big.
And in this world, that is all we can do...
Dream.

(m.a.)