I know he means a lot to me,
& I am running back.
But know deep in your heart, baby,
That I do like you back.

You don't understand,
Understand why I'm sad.
Sad & very mad.
Mad at what I had.
Had to leave you though.
Choked me months ago.
Had to get away .
Away from all the pain.
Pain, is all I feel.
Never ever gain..
Wish I wasn't real.
Wish IT wasn't real.
& there's this other girl,
You say she's your whole world.
But what about me?
That's what I used to be...

As I glance at you,
 I notice
  that
   there is something
    about your eyes…
     black holes that
      reflect my insecurities
       and self-destruction
        beneath the billions of stars
          behind your pupils
           *******
            me into your
             warmth
              and
               you want me
                to love...
but I cannot breathe in space.

Alive
You bite at me,
like an angry lion
I'm live food
and you're
ready to eat,
nipping
and growling
wanting to come in
Should I open the door or not?
You pounce on me.
Tear me open
and
eat my heart out.
Dead.