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Maddie Lane Jun 2013
How do we find the time to say what's on our minds?
Where do we stuff the words that we hear,
in our mind,
on a scrapbook page,
online?
Or do we let them float around the atmosphere until we are ready to remember them?
Maddie Lane May 2013
What happens when you leave?
I've learned the contours of your body so well,
I know them better than my own.
What happens when I leave?
I've learned your volatile emotions better than my own,
what happens if I can no longer handle them?
To leave would be leaving this place I call home,
travel to a foreign country,
get lost for a while.
What happens then?
I have felt lost for so long,
but somehow I found my way to you.
Your embrace is my home,
my sanctuary.
What happens when it ends?
Maddie Lane May 2013
I am submerged,
drowning.
Trying to find the surface,
but it's coated in ice.
I reach my hands up trying to find air - all I feel is ice,
it's relentless,
I will never be free.
Something is always trapping me.
Maddie Lane May 2013
years from now,
you'll be waiting on a busy New York City sidewalk.
Maybe,
years from now,
you'll be waiting there for me.
Maddie Lane May 2013
There's a darkness in you,
it bubbles and boils under your skin.
I see it sometimes,
in words spoken in the heat of the moment,
when you set the smoke detector off while cooking us dinner.
It scares and intrigues me,
like an electrical socket to a toddler,
I tell myself it will hurt if get too close,
but I cannot help myself.
I want to see every part of you,
even the angry ones.
Maddie Lane May 2013
I know you inside and out,
better than anyone else.
I still feel like there are holes in your stories,
I still yearn to hear more.
I could know every moment of your life,
and still ache to know more.
Maddie Lane May 2013
Ugh
I seemed to have lost the map that directed me to you long ago,
I take turns down random streets to try to find you.
I see memories of us laughing as I drive around this town,
trying to find my way into your good graces,
back into your heart.
I don't know what happened or when it did but something changed,
I opened the windows as I flew down the street and the map sailed out the window.
I didn't realize until it was too late.
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