Waking up in mid morning.
Waiting for your beautiful words to cross my brain waves.
Wondering when I might be graced by your heart racing presents.
As the day goes by I think of you and smile.
I give my dearest to you.
I wait and watch the world pass me by and I wonder are you another passer by,
the man in the mask,
a looker,
a watcher
as well I surely don't know.
Nothing seems to matter in our world everything just floats around as we embrace.
At night I wonder if we'll spend nights together in the future.
Will you be my past and present
I won't ask for future I'll leave that with you.
I feel as if all my little corks and silly fears will never bother you
as if I could be perfect.
Beautiful to you plain to others.
I can wait forever to spend open time with you as long as it takes.
I'll sit on your corner. I always imagine my future not with others in it until you.
I could never hate you.
Love is all I have.
I stay awake dreaming of us.

Waking up in mid morning.

Emptiness.
This place where I have found solace.
Catacombs full of bones.
Nothingness.
What I call home.

I wanna be the subject of your favorite love song.
The thing that takes your breath away.
What keeps you going.
Where you want to be.
Who you want to be with.
I want to be your everything.
The one thing you can't live without.
I will stand with you as the world falls.
I will hold you when you cry
I will watch all your favorite movies.
I will hold your hand.
I will love you.

Windowless room
Soft warm skin
Messy hair
Rumpled sheets
Tired bones
Foggy eyes
Hearts in motion
Love on fire
Life. Living. LIFE LIFE LIFE

Cool air
Soft skin
Sleeping in
How to breath
Love
Pain
Birthdays
Words
Textures
Colors
We all have darkness
There is light
Sunrise
Sunsets
Smells
Sights
Eye colors
Beauty
Disasters
What broke your heart
What fixed it again

I want to read love poems and be inspired
I want to write you a poem to show my affection
I want to describe to you in words what my heart feels
but there are no words good enough.
Nothing fits right.
I cannot box all this up nicely into metaphor.
Every attempt comes out to small.
The vastness of the universe cannot even begin to cover this
All I can think about is the universe exploding out of you.
The only thing I can compare you to is the stars and planets I adore.
All I can say is that every time I look into your dark eyes I reminded of the sky turning for day to night.
I fell in love with the super nova in your heart.
I understand what the means now, to be in love.
Its seeing the black holes of your soul and diving right in.
Its guiding you through when one of your stars bursts.
Its floating around in your vast soul.
Its looking at your oxygen tank, and giving your last breath
I love you and all your constellations

These words are all I have
fragile and small
words are all I can focus on
I  want to give them to you
wrap them with a ribbon
mask them as beautiful
my words are treasures
not like gold
these words won't give you anything
but these words are for you.

I am not in love with you
I want to be
I want you to be
but you never will.
is this really how i will spend the rest of my life?
I love you
your eyes
hair
the way you pout when you concentrate
but I'm not in love with you