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420 · Oct 2011
Why?
M Oct 2011
You were so nice.
And I was in love.

We would hold hands and
forget the world.
Until you got drunk
and hit me


We could laugh for hours at
a single sentence.
Go on great dates.
Then you wouldn't let
me leave


My friends and family
all said we were perfect for
each other.
I thought so too.

*Until the night I said no
and you didn't listen.
417 · Jan 2012
Memories
M Jan 2012
I was always moving from place to place
there were new faces and empty houses
leaving before we got too comfortable
in one place, we always had each other though
so there was never any need for a
                                                        real home.

                                                      ­                                                                M­y sisters and I would climb mountains
                                                       ­                                                    stealing pomegranates from our teacher’s yard
                                                            ­                                                                 ­            and sitting on the dusty rocks
                                                           ­                                                         everythi­ng was good because we were on
                                                              ­                                                   top of the
                                                             ­                                         world

In every new neighborhood I would see
all the girls and boys in different groups
they found it strange that I would wrestle
instead of play with dolls
and that’s what we did; we wrestled until
black eyes were handed out like
sweet
candy.
                                                         ­                                                                 ­  No matter where we were we always
                                                          ­                                             made our way to grandma’s house for Christmas
                                                       ­                                                    keeping traditions and breathing in that loving
                                                          ­                                                              air­, I wanted the world to stop and wait
                                                            ­                                             they always sang out for God while I whispered
                                                       ­                                                                 ­                               where are
                                                                ­                                                                 ­                                      you?


The swings were my friends when I
was in school and I would spend a lifetime
on them, looking at the sky as if I could
just fly away and never come back
in those days I was a dreamer because I saw that
a world was contained
           on those swings.




                                                     ­        I guess you could say writing found me
                                                           these smudge-filled hands still ink stained
                                                         ­    and the words spilling out on the paper
                                                           ­ turning shaky abc’s into emotions with
                                                            ­ names and colors and witty come-backs
                                                      ­         because nothing else sounds and feels
                                                           ­                        quite as
                                                              ­                            good.
407 · Oct 2011
Growing Up
M Oct 2011
For a second the sky was mine
And I used to love the stars
I used to dream and believe
And love and create
But after awhile, when I got older
Little by little
I forgot about all of that
And concentrated on school
And girls, and popularity
But one day I had a dream
Where my wishes were real
And the stars smiled at me
Watching over me
When I woke up I was crying
And longing for what I used to be
For what I used to believe
And I wonder
Does anyone else
Miss who they used to be?
Does anyone miss
Who I used to be?
Do they hate who I've become?
It's okay
I miss me too
392 · Feb 2013
Dreaming
M Feb 2013
When I look in the mirror
I see the face of a broken man.
I remember what my mother said
that if you pull an expression that grotesque
your face will get stuck that way.

I wish someone would love me.
I wish someone would care that
when I came out of my room
my eyes were still a little red.
I want someone to hold me
and tell me that it's okay to fall apart.
To understand that I can't
help but hurt myself.
Someone who would understand
that I can't just get over it.
I wish I wasn't so lonely all the time.

Hell, my pillow has soaked up
so many tears
it's amazing I don't drown
when I dream.
390 · Jul 2012
Returning
M Jul 2012
It has been two months
four days, and sixteen hours
since I last picked up a pen.
I'm sorry. I'm ready now.
I'm here.
366 · Aug 2012
Self-Destruct Mode
M Aug 2012
When I was a kid
I used to wonder
how many people would
cry if I disappeared.
So I ran away
for two days.
Nobody even noticed.
362 · Jun 2013
Untitled
M Jun 2013
A blue whale's heart is so big a small child
could swim around in its veins.
I was trying to be the whale,
now I'm choking on my
******* heart.
358 · Apr 2013
My Pen Is So Heavy
M Apr 2013
and
I
am
so
empty
305 · Oct 2011
Untitled
M Oct 2011
We sit in an art classroom.
There are windows and anyone could
see or come in.
But with the snow falling it feels like our
own world.
You lie silent there before me
naked.
Posing as I paint you.
I want to show you how I see you
through
my
eyes.

— The End —