As I sit and think about my life
I ask myself how did I get here.
Not knowing what's right and wrong, everything's a blur anymore..
it's like I'm fading in and out of my own life..
not able to face my reality,
hiding under the covers like a child hiding from the darkness that creeps at night..
if only I could open my eyes and fend for myself and take away that darkness that covers me.
And face my life head on.