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Lynsey-Nova Jan 2015
I have a Question for you...
It'a kind hard to say......
It fills me with sadness.....
I think it everyday.....
It's only a few words......
But volumes do they speak.......
Thinking this question always makes me weak........
OK I'm gonna say it......
Just rip the band-aid off....
1....2....3....


Do you Miss me at All?
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2013
I find myself addicted to you
your voice, your lips, your mind
I find myself in thrall to you
your hands, your soul, youre not mine

I am yours completely,
my body, my soul, all of me
and you are so addictive
it kills me
kills me kills me
Lynsey-Nova Oct 2014
i am lost now inside
i wish i could die
escape is never my time
i cant live this life
you are gone you are gone
so alone surrounded by
people i love
who should be above
all and everything
but you hold my mind
youve crawled deep inside
i cant cut you free
youve invaded me
my angel in black
my angel broken
to my torn and broken angel
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2013
More room
more fun
more pain

hands in my hair
pulling tearing

mouth on mine
biting, sharing

hands moving south
touching, hurting

**** in my mouth
*******, burning

lights shine behind
jumping, hiding

hour lost in time
times up
times up
times up
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2013
hands in front
eyes cast down
legs spread wide
the time is now

bruising fingers
bite my thighs
laughing mouth
catch my cries

pain is good
pleasure rare
understood
yes sir I'm here

body used
broken soul
lost in you
loose all control

tied with
leather never lace
time stand still
in this place

bleeding I lie
and wait for more
hungry to please
hungry to score

******* please
******* more
******* leaves
me begging
more
more
more
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2013
My hands are tied
over my head and
secured to the bed
your lips move slowly
down to my thighs
and once again I'm dead
your body moves
within mine and
I find I sing
your hips that slam
and break through me
are nothing nothing
I am bound
to you
to it
to we
yours and only
yours forever?
for always?
for now?
Bound
Lynsey-Nova Feb 2015
come on just take one breath
just a tiny gasp of air
please for me?
be alive and be here?
maybe reach your hand out?
touch my outstretched fingers
just once just for a moment
i know it hurts
i know that pain
and even though
i wish you wouldn't
you'll feel it again
but right now just for me
take a breath
start to breathe
i'll wait right here
promise not to leave
but for one moment
one tiny second gone
take a breathe and
please hold on
in case you cant tell this is about a broken heart how it feels when it starts to mend
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2013
I look down at my breast and see a bruise
and it makes me smile because it
reminds me of you
it reminds me of the touch that
was a shade to hard but I didn't notice
because I was so focused on the
feel of you when I stretch
I feel sore in the best places
I can feel the many bruises
you left on me I can feel them and they make
me smile because it reminds me that
I
am
Yours
Lynsey-Nova May 2013
i cant breath
i cant think
i cant move
i cant blink
my heart bleeds
my soul breaks
with out you i feel fake
when your near
i feel sick
i feel lost
i feel thick
i feel hurt
i feel alone
but its worse
when you're gone
with out you i know pain
i know sorrow and
i know shame
with out you i'm insane
and you are the one i blame
Lynsey-Nova Jul 2016
I HATE HOW MUCH I ******* MISS YOU

LIKE HOW AND WHY DO I HAVE TOO?

YOU WERE MY ROCK YOU KEPT ME SANE

NOW I AM HERE GOING CRAZY AGAIN AND WHERE ARE YOU?

I GET THAT YOU DIDNT LOVE ME I DIDNT LOVE YOU LIKE

THAT EITHER BUT MOTHER ****!

YOU COULD AT LEAST LET ME KNOW YOURE ALIVE

****
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2013
Darkness brings them
Light ends them
hearts hear them
souls hold them
minds remember them
but actions fulfill them
Lynsey-Nova Oct 2014
I am afraid
of my feelings
of your intensity
of letting myself get lost
in the face of this fear
i run
every time without fail
I am not afraid of love
of being happy
of safe arms around me
in the face of this
I am strong
she will always
love you more than me
but she is dead
and I am what remains
and
I
am
afraid

but I will win
Lynsey-Nova Dec 2014
bare face down panting before the first graze of the soft felt
so soft hiding the harsh sting and throb caused by its many strands
in this moment the ecstasy takes me and my mind flies
over the homes around us to the soaring heavens where you sit
resplendent on a throne of bodies lay at your feet those who
give of themselves to serve and honor the magic that lies in those
soft harsh strands
they leave my heated skin and i brace for that first hard impact
i hold my breath......for you
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2013
for once i was whole
only you knew who i was
reason left me
everytime i saw you
vain evil feelings
escape my body in a rush
r**elease me please i beg you
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2013
A single man
a single plan
a single thought
a single shot

a girl at home
a girl he loved
a girl alone
a girl plus one

a little boy
a little toy
a little gun
a little son

a grown man
a lone man
a lost boy
a forgotten son
forever
in
my
heart
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2013
you said it wasn't for you
that you never would
its why you turned away from me
why you said goodbye
now i see you are different
why wasn't i the one?
you were my one
how could you do this?
don't you remember
you said forever


you lied
Lynsey-Nova Nov 2014
youre happy now
you smile
you laugh

youre happy now
i'm glad
although i'm sad

youre happy now
i get it
dont worry

youre happy now
dont need me
you dont even see me

your happy now
without me
and i'm just here

alone
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2013
is your soul worth?
your body?
your self respect?
how much is
your mind worth?
your feelings?
your dreams?


mine?
800.00
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2013
I'd run away with you today
you're the only one I'd run to
I'd disappear with you away
out into the blue
Said you cant take it
anymore just want to
walk right out the door
I'd follow you anywhere
all you have to do is take me
there
I'd run away
I'd run away with you
today



For my JLC I will always run with you
Lynsey-Nova May 2013
i hate that when i text you u never answer back
unless of course its midnight and we kno what comes of that
i hate that when i think of you i feel my mind go flying
beacuse i kno when you talk to me it feels more like u're lying
i hate it that i let you back in when i knew nothing had changed
and that i let you drag me here to watch me just get hanged
i hate how you dont care enough to ask about my day
but want me to give a **** that you just cant get layed
im not one to cause a fuss or throw a tantrum fit
but kno i am not the one to sit back and relive this ****
i;ve walked this road with you before and now im done for good
but you should kno i still love you cause i promised i always would
Lynsey-Nova Nov 2014
I Miss....The feel of your hands running thru my hair
I Miss....The touch of your lips on my neck
I Miss....The taste of your soul poring over my tongue
I Miss....The click of the keys as you speak to me
I Miss.... The sound of your heart beating under my ear
I Miss You....I Miss You tho you were never mine to begin with.
Lynsey-Nova Oct 2014
im sorry i am not my sister
im sorry im not strong
like you
im sorry i am in pain and sad
all the time
im sorry i cant breath
im sorry that you hate me
that i've ruined your life
im sorry i dropped out of school
and broke all your plans
im sorry i am not the one you thought
id be in the end
im sorry that i didnt give up my
dreams for you
im sorry that i didnt take care of you for years
that i left and didnt come back
im sorry you had to rely on others
im sorry im dissapointing
im sorry ive broke your heart
im sorry i followed my dreams and left you alone
but mostly im sorry i was born
beacuse i did take care of you
i did save your life
i never asked for anything this just
isnt right
i never told you no i never rose
my voice i gave you everything i never had
a choice
i never followed all my dreams never
got out of this town
and now ill rot here inside
beacuse you've broken me down
so thank you for all your love that
burned right through my soul
thank you and i love you
i dont remember why though
Lynsey-Nova Oct 2014
im in love
im not in love
you cant love someone
who loves someone else
who is with someone else
who thinks only of them
and never of you
so im not in love then?
ok im in like with a big
******* handful of lust
so not love or like
lust i lust you
thats right right?
so do i
love?
like?
lust?

or is it all just a deep never ending lie?
Lynsey-Nova Oct 2014
Is intrigue a form of love?
can you be so intrigued by another individual that you are actually in love with them?
I ask because I am intrigued, I am beguiled, I am curious.

Is this a form of love?
Is this real?
Tell me please

For I am intrigued.

and so so lost
Lynsey-Nova Oct 2014
Welcome to my parlor said the spider to the fly
Thank you all for coming yeah it’s nice you’re stopping by
Don’t close your eyes now baby or you’ll miss the big surprise
Pick up your sword defend yourself the danger is real here and there’s nothing else
Take a deep breath and hold on tight if you want to survive
The firefight take a deep breath and don’t cry cause if your not careful we could die tonight so don’t give up
And don’t give in your stronger than they think you are
Iron heart

Dreams are never soothing no the pain is to intense there’s no turning back now cause your right against the fence
Cant deny your destiny its cause its slammed into your face nothing left but fighting no more power to erase
Pick up your sword defend yourself the danger is real here and there’s nothing else
Take a deep breath and hold on tight if you want to survive
The firefight take a deep breath and don’t cry cause if your not careful we could die tonight so don’t give up
And don’t give in no never give up And never give in
Pick up your sword defend yourself
there’s nothing else nothing else!

Take a deep breath and hold on tight if you want to survive
The firefight take a deep breath and don’t cry cause if your not careful we could die tonight so don’t give up
And don’t give in your stronger than they think you are
Iron heart
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2013
You say it
I feel it
deep inside
deep I cry

Yours
I am
forever
or just for-now
I
dont
know

Hers
it seems
I was
wrong
never mine
never shared
always wrong

We
broke promises
made
in dark
in pain
in pleasure

Lost
I feel
so
Lynsey-Nova Oct 2014
Why
this is so important to me
but when you laugh at me
for loving this way
for talking this way
i want to SCREAM
rant and rage and throw things
at you at your face
its not your place
to tell me how to be
who to love who to trust
how to think or live
if i am not hurting you
im not sure why you care
Lynsey-Nova May 2013
r-remember that i love you
a-attacking tho i am
n-not meaning this to hurt you
t-try to understand
i-i dont want to be stepped on
n-not gonna push me down
g-get off your ******* high horse
    before you hit the ground......
t-take back the venom said
o-or one day you will look up

a-and i surely will be dead

c-cant stop this dreadful marching
a-another day is gone
n-never to remember
c-calling through the dark
e-everyone is dying
r-reading the last words
     i never ment to hurt you tho i wish i could
Lynsey-Nova Oct 2014
stop staring at the screen
stop waiting to hear the message tone
stop rushing home to check
stop wishing he would call
stop worrying that you failed
stop worrying he bailed
stop looking for his face
stop giving him the power
stop just stop ******* stop right now
hes not worth it
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2013
yup you're feeling it now
Lynsey-Nova May 2013
when you are alone after someone has just left you
not the i am leaving and never coming back or the vague
we have to do this again blow off
but the real i cant wait till the next time we do this
that feeling

when the person you are with fascinates you
not the lame i wanna know everything so that i can
use it against you later crap that happens when
people are trying to get in your pants
the serious fascination of one person for another
when they get that feeling

the one that makes you smile from ear to ear because
five minutes before you felt like crying and now you are so
blissfully cheerful that life is bubble gum and dew drops
and even tho it only last for a little while you cherish
that feeling

the feeling i get when you are near
when you tell me wish i was there
that feeling
that feeling
that feeling
i feel
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2015
I've spent a lot of my life feeling
unwanted
unneeded
unimportant
I never thought you would make me feel like that



but you have
Lynsey-Nova Feb 2015
the quiet
the loud
the soft
the hard
the hands
the lips
the body pressed like this
touching you
touching me
sighing soft
laughing weak
the painful strokes
the loving smacks
i fear i'll never get
it back
your angel wings
wrapped round me tight
our future perfect and insight
you
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2013
Through the storm?
Through the window?
Through your soul?
Why
Lynsey-Nova Mar 2013
Why
did you leave
did you lie
did you say you cared
tell me why
tell me please
Lynsey-Nova May 2013
why is it wrong i love you?
who decides that love is always about
what we do and not how we feel?
i love you so who's business
is it that i do just because
they think they know?
what do they know about us?
and who are they to judge us?
love should be reserved for
those that touch us in a way that
moves our souls
when someone comes into your life
and saves you from the demons
that haunt your dreams?
that person you should always love
with soul with mind with body if you
wish but it is not something you
have to do.
i love you and that is no-ones business but
yours and mine

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