its been 1 month and 26 days since i have done it

i need you to realize that you are more than just my first love and first heartbreak

some days i would read our old conversations

some days i would say to myself that i hated you for messing with my emotions

some days i would cry the thought of your mom hurting you like she used to

some days i never thought of you at all

some days i wonder if you you think of me

some days i wonder if you even thought of me when we were together

i found myself saying 'i wanna go home' when im in my bed, in my home.

sometimes i lay in my bed and i close my eyes and i try to picture myself in your room and your arms around me, then i fall asleep thinking im with you. i get so sad is hurts because we arent even supposed to talk anymore

don't point out someone else's scars.