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1.0k · Jan 2013
Maybe I just want to breathe
Lydia Morris Jan 2013
If I had any amount of money for every time I've been called beautiful I'd be rich in every way except for honesty. You think that beauty is measured by the eye?

We are taught to open our mouths to put on a coats of chemicals redder then any blood I've spilled and nastier then any skin tone already given.
And yet it's advertised as beautiful.
Like for some reason, we weren't in the first place.

So what you're saying is the way I tuck my hair behind my ear is tactful.
That all my knowledge of Harry Potter isn't ****. Well excuse my premature thoughts of the obvious ****** tension that Harry and Draco shared hidden between the lines of JK Rowlings novelty. My wonders of paint splattered jeans I put on display like calouges in a coffee shop, aren't they artful? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

I mean, the magazines of models so skinny you could pick cheese with them. And the women just given birth going on weight watchers. As if strong thighs and meat on your bones is something to be ashamed of.

Maybe influence is something we have no control over but do you mean to tell me I am beautiful because my thighs don't touch and you can see my collar bone?
Well I can say the same for a little girl in Haiti. She lost her life because there was no food left after the farmers took her families last handful of soil. But at least she was beautiful right?

I want you to stop telling me I'm pretty because my eyes are a certain way. I want you to stop telling him he is ugly because has scars left over on his skin. And instead look at our tactics at life. I'll look at yours for a minute.

Every time you correct is a way of showing you care enough about the little turtle to make sure he not only gets up but never has to fall again. And the way you spread your happiness like rays of sunshine with so much to give.

The silence is just another way of saying I love you. So wrap your me up in your arms and hold me like you never want to let me go. Like I'm the last girl you'll ever say you want to grow old with.

Maybe this time when you look me in the eyes instead of weight scales and eyeliner streaked tears you'll see a girl with a heart full of hope.

A girl with hand me down sweaters and books about pretty girls sheltered never having stepped out of their castle.

So when I ask you if I'm beautiful hold me and tell me all my little quirks that make me an individual.
587 · Dec 2012
Chilled
Lydia Morris Dec 2012
She's the girl with the broken smile
Look at her eyes
Maybe you'll see
The mirror of her fated destiny
Alone in belittled company
Not much of a life
But see who cares
empty
Except for the boy
All the lies are uncovered
And all but one is past
Shall this be the end
of
the girl in the mist
535 · Dec 2012
Blue Journey
Lydia Morris Dec 2012
Your eyes she said
Our love he said
Which one of them was wrong
The touch
The feel
and how we knew
it all along
Laughter controlled it
let it unfold it
So the screams may disappear
The shields were down
to bring us back up
So we all ran away
in fear
385 · Dec 2012
Untitled
Lydia Morris Dec 2012
The thoughts are left behind me
paranoia sinking in
past memories are gone
and leaving those within
i can't stop to stutter
or shudder
or breathe
unless you want to find me
awake but not really there
i don't know where i'm going
i don't know how to try
reading in between the lines has always been your thing
so i'm sinking on our ship
while he's safe at shore
he decided to leave
to leave me for a *****
but no one's ever touched me
no ones ever dared
i'm just that sickly little girl and no one's ever cared
but the past is now behind me
i'm leaving it with him
so you can wrap your arms around me
and not have to stop and think
*Why is she not here
Unrevised, this is the first time I've ever done a poem like this, so excuse it's poor rhymes and no similes

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