I'm turning into to this robot maniach,
This I don't give a **** attitude
This I got no feelings what so ever
Typer thing

I'm turning into this I don't care
What people say
I'm turning into this,I'll deal with it tommorow
I'm turning into this whatever happens happens
I'm turning into this IDC typer chick.

I'm sitted down here
I'm sitted down here thinking
Of all the wrongs that could have
Been rights,thinking about all
The foolish things I made
Because of selfish reasoning

I'm sitted down here
Thinking of all the heart breaks and
Pain that I'v caused you
All the "this is too much" I've made
You feel.all the "he doesn't love me"
Iv made you feel

I'm sitted down here thinking
About the permanent scars that
Are marked in your heart,the wounds
And sores I'v caused you, the "I'm ok"
Iv made you feel.
I'm sitted down here
Thinking about all your insecurities
That were secure enough to make
You love me
All the pain that was hard enough
To make you smile and say
"I'm fine"
I'm sitted down here thinking
About all the lies iv told you only
Because my mentality was that
Time flies.
Thinking about all the "you just a ***"
Iv said to you but truth is
"You just an angel"

I'm sitted down here
Regreting all the things I'v said
And wishing I could just turn
Back time and make you realise
That you worth more than the
Pain you burry yourself in,
More than your secure insecurities
More than your perfect heart and
Smile
More than your clean soul,and
Beautiful face

People change,like it was only
2 months ago you were this 'I care
About you' typer person, you were
This 'your pain,is my pain' typer
Person,you were this thermometer
Wrapped around my body,feeling
Every emotion that I had,and
You'd take them and make them
Your own.

Like 2 months ago,'you'd send me
Those goodnight and I love you'
Text,'you'd brighten up,and
You know,smile whenever my name
Popped up'

2 months ago 'you'd wipe my tears
And tell me,I'm here'
You'd give me your warm hug,and
Your gentle words would calm me down
,They'd sink deep into my heart,
That my brain would capture them
Like I'd lay down in bed,and recite them when I miss you

2 months ago 'you'd tell me,you love me,and you'd die for me'
2 months ago,you were just a stranger
That I fell inlove with.
And now all that I can think and
Say about you,is that
2 months ago,you lied,and fooled me
I fell for your cover page,never bothered to open and read the book.

I usually spend hours and days
Trying to figure out something
That could have just taken
Me minutes to remember

See the message you convey
Is beyond what I thaught
This earth could offer.
"You are out of space"
Those are the words that I
Usually say when I'm staring at
Your picture,your beautiful face
Glowing out in the dark,locked up
In this four walled room,soul
Chattered and torn,hoping
That I could feel your presence
Next to me,longing to hear your
Voice,because everytime you open
Your mouth,I imagine of heaven,and it
Feels like I'm right next to God

I know that we are just humans
I know that maybe if I had said
This before I would'nt be tryna hide
It
I know that maybe if u had let
Me in,opened the door to ur heart maybe
We could have made it

I know that right now I need you
More than ever
I know that right now I'm weak cause
I'm missing you
I know that right now I'm loving you more
Than ever
And I know that right now u reading this.