As the seasons go by
And the days melt away
As the hours tick down to minutes
And minutes to seconds.
I only feel young around you.
So come let's play.
We can tell each other secrets
And sing songs about May.
Just as children do.
Eating lunch on the playground
And at night while you're not around
I'll dream, and tell you I flew.
But really
I was dreaming of you.

I don't know why we care for each other. I don't know why you want me to be yours.
Never had I been treated so badly
And I know you're awful for me.
But why do I want to tell you
How madly in love I am
With you.
Joining together. Your hugs not warming, nor inviting, seems to only bring me closer.
Every kiss from your parted lips, only a reminder why we shouldn't try again
Roadkill would be more appealing.
Rather then going through the continuous nonsense of love or togetherness
You know how to make me smile.
I loathe you. I love you.
I need you.
I hate you.
You claim you love me with all of your heart.
I should have seen that was a lie from the start.

In the dark forest, I watch her bleed.
And witness the end. Her undoing.
I am the cause. Is this reality?
Is this a fantasy?
Her screams, a taboo melody.
Nothing has been so sweet.
So beautiful.
By the icy river
I watch her float away.
Blood trailing behind her.
The water. Now a dark elixir.
I wish to drink.
The watered down crimson juice flows down my throat.
Never had I been so pleased.
Is this type of insanity contagous?
Is this what I am to be?
In the dark forest, I smile. Turn, and go home.

Her beauty knows no bounds.
Her light mocha skin
So seemingly smooth.
Her eyes, dark as chocolate.
She's so beautiful.
We make small talk
Between classes.
I wonder if she knows?
How I long for her succulent lips.
Her gaze alone can make me shiver.
She's beautiful.
Shall she be my Venus, While I, her Aphrodite?  
Who knows?
I don't.

I wonder if you would miss the little things that I do
When I'm around you.
The way I yawn in the mornings
The way I thank you in German.
Always the same.
I know I'd miss all things you do.
The way you look at me and laugh when I do those stupid little things.
Let us live as dullards do.
We can live in ignorance.
Not knowing what do.
You look at me.
I look at you.
We smile and whisper goodnight.
And we sleep
Until the morning light.
Shall I live in ignorance?
If it's to make you happy, I shall.