Chunks of yesterday coming back one by one,
My future's going like looking through a fogged-up window.
I don't feel like leaving my bed, It's warm like her smile,
Before life rips me from once more, I'll lie longer a little while.

I feel it constantly coming closer, tick-tick-tick-tock.
The sky is growing heavier, Slowing down my walk.
N' everyone's speeding 'round led by "busy" lives,
Well, I walk around all too aware of distractions, wondering how and why.

Why is there a glass pane between me and everyone?
It's becoming so strong that I even hear the rain through the sun.
And you're falling away from me, but this girl can't,
Catch ye ragdolls up, ye must slip through this hand.

Gold flecks you have left all over me,
A beacon of hope as they shine out relentlessly,
If you stay, the light can break through and you'd see,
The light blare through the darkness in me.

A feeling of regret sets in, before we've even ready, set,
You're still in my vision and I can't handle it.
My heart will feel your presence, even when you're not near,
My heart will feel your shadow, as if you were right here.

Sweet cigarette,
Oh, Calm me down.
With your pollution and disease,
You'll drag me down.
Smoke will still bellow from my mouth,
As I'm laid down underground.
Smoke festering in my lungs,
Reminds me to breathe in and back out.

Sitting at a bench outside, rolling up,
My memory hands work to their mechanical talk.
The world around is a drone - like me,
An incomplete tone, You see.
I feel like I'm continuously falling back,
Seeing, feeling nothing but alone,
Then there's the black.

I miss you so much
That I can feel it like a deep fresh wound
'Cas you had my heart, when we went our ways,
I had nothing to fill the space, So, I'm bleeding out.

You know, baby, that I can see,
Straight into you,
I know you're forgetting me.
I didn't think it would really be
Quite this hard, but, you've got to be kidding.

I can't look into your memory eyes,
They retain all my feelings from the past and I
Can't bear you so close, so close you interfere with my every thought,
Every detail of you, I notice, but don't want to.

As your red nails play at the edge of the page,
I think how I wanted you closer before,
But now I can't take it,
And I'm smiling
But how am I supposed to be able to breathe with a heart that is torn?
Every feeling leaks out,
And anyone I hold dear in it will fall away from me.
An infinite apart.