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Dear friend I wish to speak
of memories of which I keep.
Both in my heart and in my soul
You know that heart? The one you stole?

I treasure all them days we had
to see you leave it made me sad.
But when we do talk on the phone
I feel less, and less alone.

You made me climb out of my shell
you helped me rid a living hell.
Not sure if you knew but I lived in the rain
until one day like an angel you came.

I'd met someone different
someone like me.
I use to get bullied
for who I wanted to be.
So I kept it all quiet because I cared what they said
but after a while I put those thoughts to bed.

And now that you're gone it's just like the past
I sit, my head down, at the back of the class.
But I learnt so much stuff that will always remain
and i'm sure that one day it will come back again.

So I write you this poem, a letter from me
to thank you for setting me eternaly free.
And although you live far our now friendship won't end
I'm so fricken greatful that you're my best-friend!<3
To my best friend Charlotte.<3
Fathers day stuff everywhere, makes me think of you,
The only man i ever known, who's words were purely true,
You are my one true hero, my king, my everything,
and when i close my eyes, you're here, and i can hear you sing.

I know that you are safe now, way up in the sky,
and though i cannot see you, i know you're with me when i cry,
and when it all just gets to much, when i want to shout,
i remember what you told me, and then i write it out.

I hope that you will know, that i only write for you,
i promised i would never stop, until my world is through,
so i will dedicate, every single thing i write,
i will write it in your name, in dedication to your life.
Writen for my Dad~who's in heaven now. I love and miss him more than anything.<3
Don't let there be a day
where you don't listen.

Don't let ther be a day
where you don't speak.

Because the one day
you don't listen
she might be telling
you goodbye.

Because the one day
you don't speak
she might need to
know that you love
her.
Love her when she hates herself.

Hold her when she wants to run.

Believe in her when she feels she's failing.

Trust her when she doesn't trust herself.

Stay with her when she walks away.

Forgive her when she get's angry at you.

But when she finally falls.

When she let's herself love you back.

Don't.
Don't.
Change your mind.

Don't save her to let her go.
Fear never wins.
In the end it will be nothing but a distant memory.
So forget where it all begins.
And live in the future, remember faintly.
I don't speak.
I write.
I write when i don't sleep
at night.
I write when i feel hope is
fading.
I write when i feel like
escaping.

I don't speak.
I write.
I write when i don't feel
right.
I write when I fall in
love.
I write when i've had
enough.

I don't speak.

I write.
Who is that?
In my tree?
He's green and round.
He's watching me.
What should i do?
walk away?
Oh I know
just what to say.

"You there sir,
not much of a sir,
why are you in my tree?
Aggressivly moving around
then you're still,
but look like you want to be free.

You hold on tight
like your afraid to leave,
yet you look so angry and scary the same
i feel my eyes decieve

frantically curling up small
then opening up and spreading your wings
who are you,are you mean?
are you one that stings?

i move in closely
and as i **** theres a huge relief ,
the terror drains as i shout
its ok guys ...its a leaf!
It's time now to take the things that make you weep.
and make them the things that make you laugh and scream.
Screaming with such joy and cry with tears of gladness.
It's time to rid the sorrow, time to hide the sadness.

So stop running.
It's pointless.
Stand and laugh at your deepest fears.
I promise it will save you a million tears.

Life is great if you live it right
Don't give in to your feelings unless they make you smile
Don't let yourself lose sleep at night.
LIVE life don't just 'live', make the ride worth while.
There's no wrong or right way to
love,
Just as long as you both feel
good,
long as you hold your each other at
night,
and  avoid starting that one last
fight.

There's no way to tell if the feelings are
sealed,
until there's a chance you could lose them for
real,
there's no way to be and no certain
way,
to love or be loved just don't give it
away.

Don't give it up if you know that it's
real,
don't give hate the chance, the chance to
steal,
don't let them go just hold them
tight,
and keep them promises that are made in the
night.
Speak now.
They say.
Or forever be alone.
Because the woman that you love.
Is standing there.
Standing there with that man.
The man you call a ****.
You can treat her better.
You can love her better.
If only she would listen.
If only she would love.
You.
The way you love her through and through.
You keep it in but want to speak.
Can't take it now you want to leave.
You swallow hard and bite your tounge.
And now.
She's gone.
If I took this pill,
There'd be no turning back,
This pill's the thing to ****,
This doubt on life I have.

But although it will help,
These feelings go away,
Should I really do this?
I won't see another day.

Some day i will make a choice,
And it will effect my life in such a way,
Whether i choose to leave,
Or i choose to stay.
Its such a long way to freedom from this hell that I've been living I can tell that it won't happen, I can see that it wont change.

Its such a long way up from the bottom of this little peice of hell and I can tell that I will be here for eternity.
Nothing will end this, this ever-ending pain, this knife in my chest, it won't go, it will only dig deeper, it's determind to stay, it's hiding, waiting, hiding away.
Nothing will break this, this emptyness I feel, trying to work out what is and what isn't, trying to stay alive, just survive, trying to find the light, trying to figure out what is good, what is real.
I tried.
I did.
I promise I tried to succeed.
But all that I try, all that I do, all that I am, is not good enough, this thing, it won't leave.
Like a scent it clings, sinks into my skin,
just waiting, waiting, waiting, until I give up, until i give in.

I think to myself, long and hard, should I give in? I think that i should,
but then they win, the fear wins, and I lose, I lose to my fears and they laugh and cheer, at my failed attempt to live my life, live life in the clear.
The past won't let go, won't let go of me, it has me captive, I can no longer see, see anything, anything that is good for me, anything that will help me be, and the darkness, oh the darkness, it's waiting to pounce, when i'm nearly out of hope, nearly on the ground, then it will take me, it will take me , it will take me down, and the silence will drown, I will drown, in the silence until i'm out.

But what if I manage to see the light?
What if I can win?
what if I don't lose this fight?
what if I don't give up?
what if I don't give in?

If I win, I will tell you,
then we can laugh at the darkness as I live on through,
we can be the ones who survived,
who survived at the worste of times.

I will win.
I will survive.
I will tattoo my body.
Burn ink into my skin.
Fine art I say.
Defines a person.
Tellls a story from deep within.

It is my body.
My art.
My way to express.
what is in my heart.
I use to like the sounds of clocks ticking.
It calmed me down.
But then i realized that it's just a constant reminder
that time is running out.
A quote I wrote.
I wonder what it would be like to be you.

Use girls for their curves and looks.
Say that i'm going to call then never do.
Show up a month later and they're still hooked.
Like a drug.
They are hooked on me.
By accident.
Never meant for this to happen.
I love you.
That's what i'd say.
Secretly laughing while they beg for me to stay.

I wonder what it would be like to be you.

Make false promises and break their heart.
But they beg for me to stay.
They hate me.
But they can't let go.
Because they're hooked.
they're a *****.
And i'm the latest drug.

I wouldn't want to be like you.

You are not a man.

You are nothing.

You can't hurt anyone now.

And I know better than to fall
for someone like you.
A ring is a symbol of
love,
an eternal bond, a life time of
trust.
A ring of fire that will never
break,
filled with passion and forgiveness for every
mistake.

But do not mistaken love for
lust
lying beside each other at
dusk,
bound my every single
breath,
but escaping from realities
wreath.♥♥
Too tired to stay awake.    Too scared to go to sleep.
I close my eyes
And the nightmares creep
They shadow over every wall
They jump and shout
They whisper and crawl
I try to keep from letting them win
These nightmares are only my thought deep within
So I listen to music to block it all out
but it won't fricken work they're just way too loud
And then the tears begin to fall down
As I stare at this screen because I daren't look around
I sit there a rock backwards and fourth
Backwards and fourth
I sit there and rock backward and fourth
Until I wake up in the morning's light
And this thing hasen't happened just one or twice
Why do you think that i'm up at this time?
Do you think I just deprive myself of sleep?
Do you think I'd lie about all these things?
Do you think that I'd make you read these words?
If all that it were was a way to be heard?
No.
Since the seventh of Feb 200 and now
I haven't slept without freaking out
can't properly sleep because I see his face
and when I do it scares me for days
I see him so cold lied there all alone
And no one can help him or bring him back home
There's just so much
That I will always regret
And there's so much more that I should have said
I wish I could change it go back and be there
Dad
I'm sorry
I should have been there
I should have seen the signs
I should kept you from losing your mind
I should have known
If I had known
I could have helped
I could have saved youur life
Saved you from all of that unfairness and strife
NO one should have to deal with that
especially someone as amazing as you
Dad

I miss you.
I don't know what to do.
Please tell me what to do?
Dad I don't have a clue.

They say I will move on with my life
But you're my hero
my king
my everything
I will always need you
I will always need you back
I just can't seem to chose the right path
To go down anymore
I need my daddy back
To help me live, to help my heart heal and soar.
So come back.
Please.
Come back.
Dad.



Withought you.
I can't
Sleep.

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